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things are...out there...
so i got a lot of hours this week. like...35 or so. that is pretty good. still had an ok amount of time off too. so not bad. and i need that money cause for some reason i am spending a bit each week. no fucking clue where it is going. and i need to save up some for car insurence and a little bit more for v-day coming up. got this great plan for that....but wont talk aobut that today. i might help out a guy at work and give up some hours. he has about as much as me and he is use to having like overtime and all that. dont know...
so, since i dont need the problems that are brought apon me by jess, i yet again, told her to get out of my life. blocked and all that. she...she just is to much hurt in one package. and since me and jamie are together again, i KNOW she will bring even more. like she did at the start of the last me/jamie relationship(she was a jerk and just fought me everyday how wrong it was and what she was going to do to break it up) to the very end(jamie and jess got TO close at the end. overly flirt and to many lovey feelings for to people, especially when one is taken). so...i dont want her around. i wont stop jamie and jess from being friends if they want. i just hope that...that they dont get close again. that is a major fear i have cause i know how jess can get. if she wants something, she will do whatever, hurt whoever to get it. they talked a lot last night. i didnt get to talk to jamie cause of that...kinda got pushed away. i just hope this 'take all time' ends soon. i can share...but i cant be pushed away :P.
other then that, me and jamie are great. better then ever and better each passing day. glad that worked out for the best.
u know the weird thing? i miss tony and justin. i havent seen them in a while. and it isnt like it is cause of jamie cause there is a bit of time i am not w/ her. like 11-6 i am open...7 hours. and now a days, i am up and active at that time. i dont know...maybe i will see what they are up to. especially since jamie might be in trouble soon over a few grades...she might have to be home :P.
i should get going. i am going to see her for lunch like i always do almost everyday.
so i got a lot of hours this week. like...35 or so. that is pretty good. still had an ok amount of time off too. so not bad. and i need that money cause for some reason i am spending a bit each week. no fucking clue where it is going. and i need to save up some for car insurence and a little bit more for v-day coming up. got this great plan for that....but wont talk aobut that today. i might help out a guy at work and give up some hours. he has about as much as me and he is use to having like overtime and all that. dont know...
so, since i dont need the problems that are brought apon me by jess, i yet again, told her to get out of my life. blocked and all that. she...she just is to much hurt in one package. and since me and jamie are together again, i KNOW she will bring even more. like she did at the start of the last me/jamie relationship(she was a jerk and just fought me everyday how wrong it was and what she was going to do to break it up) to the very end(jamie and jess got TO close at the end. overly flirt and to many lovey feelings for to people, especially when one is taken). so...i dont want her around. i wont stop jamie and jess from being friends if they want. i just hope that...that they dont get close again. that is a major fear i have cause i know how jess can get. if she wants something, she will do whatever, hurt whoever to get it. they talked a lot last night. i didnt get to talk to jamie cause of that...kinda got pushed away. i just hope this 'take all time' ends soon. i can share...but i cant be pushed away :P.
other then that, me and jamie are great. better then ever and better each passing day. glad that worked out for the best.
u know the weird thing? i miss tony and justin. i havent seen them in a while. and it isnt like it is cause of jamie cause there is a bit of time i am not w/ her. like 11-6 i am open...7 hours. and now a days, i am up and active at that time. i dont know...maybe i will see what they are up to. especially since jamie might be in trouble soon over a few grades...she might have to be home :P.
i should get going. i am going to see her for lunch like i always do almost everyday.