hmmm....interesting
Confessions of a sad one.
i just need to figure what i do wrong. Am i not good looking enough? Does my breath smell? Do I not dress fly enough? Well either way I shouldn't sweat it. But what I do sweat, is the fact that I am attracted to girls who I find are very hard to get. They may not be hard for other people, but this one is hard for me. She's hard because she's smart. She's smart enough to know that our situation is complex. She never gives me an intination about how she's feeling. However her own magnetism is undeniably strong. Like, I don't know what it is about her. You know how I am. I really believe that when you dig someone, you like everything about them, from how they smell to the little maneurisms that they do. I am totally all about her whole essence.
But what Im not about is the fact that I cannot be with her. Not now, maybe not ever. It SUCKS. The thing that sucks the most is, at the rate at which im trying to pry her open, I may never understand how she is truely feeling. She could dig me as much as I dig her, but she may not want to let those feelings out, and that is her right. If, however, she's feeling me, than me knowing that at least would keep me at peace, and I can move on with life.
Im going to try and talk to her and see whats up, but I hope this whole thing can someone go smoothly. I believe it can and I think it will. However, nothing is set in stone, and no one can be sure of tommorow's return.
Wish me luck.
Peace
i just need to figure what i do wrong. Am i not good looking enough? Does my breath smell? Do I not dress fly enough? Well either way I shouldn't sweat it. But what I do sweat, is the fact that I am attracted to girls who I find are very hard to get. They may not be hard for other people, but this one is hard for me. She's hard because she's smart. She's smart enough to know that our situation is complex. She never gives me an intination about how she's feeling. However her own magnetism is undeniably strong. Like, I don't know what it is about her. You know how I am. I really believe that when you dig someone, you like everything about them, from how they smell to the little maneurisms that they do. I am totally all about her whole essence.
But what Im not about is the fact that I cannot be with her. Not now, maybe not ever. It SUCKS. The thing that sucks the most is, at the rate at which im trying to pry her open, I may never understand how she is truely feeling. She could dig me as much as I dig her, but she may not want to let those feelings out, and that is her right. If, however, she's feeling me, than me knowing that at least would keep me at peace, and I can move on with life.
Im going to try and talk to her and see whats up, but I hope this whole thing can someone go smoothly. I believe it can and I think it will. However, nothing is set in stone, and no one can be sure of tommorow's return.
Wish me luck.
Peace