Back at school
Wassup. Im back at school and im started to get more invovled in my psycho-analysis of all of these people here. I find that so many are so strange. I don't understand so many of the females here, especially those i have shown interest in. Its really hard to write about these things too because they invoke a certain putrid annoyance. I feel that its necessary to vent however, so here i go.
Imagine your hooking up with someone, and he/she all of a sudden catches feelings. The hookups obviously become more than hookups for that other person. They become "experiences" or "encounters" with a hopeful significant other. If the other person does not feel the same way however, those experiences loose value, and cause a rift in the relationship that exists. Ok that is something understandable. Lets pose another postulated scenario. Say that those same two people started to hook up again, because of their obvious sexual attraction. but then, one of the members in the relationship tries to convey that the relationship is actually become paracidically symbiotic: only one member is recieving any benefit, while the other member is in fact loosing all benefits. This member wants to end the relationship from the sexual level in fear of future hurt. The fact of the matter is, it cannot continue because it has shown to be toxic. Now what are the possible results? The two parties discontinue a relationship, or they continue with bitterness, or they resume friendship like nothing happened. I feel like those answers are wack. But someone please tell me why they have to be like that. And WHY things have to be different, if they are set out to be one way; like if I say just sex, then that means JUST SEX. NO RELATIONSHIPS. NONE!!!
And also, if u must know, there is a very very interesting person right now who is in my life. To think, i really didn't like this person that much, but i always knew she had her own type cast spell on me. She is very sweet, and she just knows how to make people laugh, especially me. To be honest, I think i have fallen? Nahhhh. Well i know basically nothing can ever happen. But I always stay around just to make sure that nothing will happen. If something does. It will happen on account of us being so drawn to each other that the magnetism just cannot be ignored. Anyway shape or form, I dig her, and I know how she feels about this semester and everything, and I respect that, but I hope she's diggin me too.
interesting contrasts. repsonses please. peace
Imagine your hooking up with someone, and he/she all of a sudden catches feelings. The hookups obviously become more than hookups for that other person. They become "experiences" or "encounters" with a hopeful significant other. If the other person does not feel the same way however, those experiences loose value, and cause a rift in the relationship that exists. Ok that is something understandable. Lets pose another postulated scenario. Say that those same two people started to hook up again, because of their obvious sexual attraction. but then, one of the members in the relationship tries to convey that the relationship is actually become paracidically symbiotic: only one member is recieving any benefit, while the other member is in fact loosing all benefits. This member wants to end the relationship from the sexual level in fear of future hurt. The fact of the matter is, it cannot continue because it has shown to be toxic. Now what are the possible results? The two parties discontinue a relationship, or they continue with bitterness, or they resume friendship like nothing happened. I feel like those answers are wack. But someone please tell me why they have to be like that. And WHY things have to be different, if they are set out to be one way; like if I say just sex, then that means JUST SEX. NO RELATIONSHIPS. NONE!!!
And also, if u must know, there is a very very interesting person right now who is in my life. To think, i really didn't like this person that much, but i always knew she had her own type cast spell on me. She is very sweet, and she just knows how to make people laugh, especially me. To be honest, I think i have fallen? Nahhhh. Well i know basically nothing can ever happen. But I always stay around just to make sure that nothing will happen. If something does. It will happen on account of us being so drawn to each other that the magnetism just cannot be ignored. Anyway shape or form, I dig her, and I know how she feels about this semester and everything, and I respect that, but I hope she's diggin me too.
interesting contrasts. repsonses please. peace