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Today I completed steps 5, 6 and 7 and I feel absolutely the same. I think there's a promise that I am supposed to be amazed at this point. Instead, I'm just wondering what the fuck I am doing in this city and gritting my teeth to not throw my hands up in the air and cease to care what the fucking point is.
This is not what was supposed to happen.
This is not what was supposed to happen.