May 10, 2005 13:41
Well, today turned out to be one of those 'break-even' days. I had a shit load of resumes to handout, but I wasnt feeling well, so I didnt go. Then my dad called me and told me that I couldn't go hand those resumes out to car dealerships anyways as I need to go back to school to get certified to sell cars in Ontario. I already knew this, but somehow I believed there was a way of by-passing it.
Anyways, so I just retunred from the York Region employment center, with lots of job ads. A lot of them are very applicable to me and seem interesting, on the flip side a lot of them seem boring and will only be considered strictly for the purpose of using them as a jump off point to a better career once the oppourtunity becomes available.
At the moment I'm trying to keep a happy outlook on life, I'm unemployed, but that usually never lasts for long as in past experience I find that I'm very employable. However I must admit my confidence is slightly shot. I need to regain that swagger about me that makes me undeniable, however I feel that will come once I've regained financial security, however that does not seem likely to happen until I'm employed, so shit out of luck am I! Oh well, it's time to fake it.
Ok time to return to writting up cover letters for jobs/careers/whatever. Then it will be time to enduldge in Eternal Darkness (great game!).