i don't even know what to say. i can't put into words how much i miss you. every single day. it's so hard to be in that school when every square inch of it reminds me of you. this hasn't been easy for me. at all. i hated school and i still do. not because of anything other than the fact that you weren't constant and present in my life as before. and i don't even know if i can say that. because you are- in the books i read, and when i get coffee in the morning and in every song on my bloody iPod.
it's funny to hear you say that i made you the person you are today. because you made me who i never thought i could be. you were a part of my every day life even if you weren't present and then suddenly it changed. well, i can't say that. i don't know if it was suddenly. i don't know what the hell it was. i've put myself to sleep thinking and reliving each any every moment i could remember being with you and i don't know what happened.
i understand every bit of what you said. i felt it, too. but i don't want to be lost. or dropped. or dismissed. not by you.
i don't want to be alone, either. and regardless of the amazing friends that i have right now- you have to know that none of them can ever compare to you.
i can't put into words how much i miss you.
every single day. it's so hard to be in that school when every square inch of it reminds me of you.
this hasn't been easy for me. at all.
i hated school and i still do. not because of anything other than the fact that you weren't constant and present in my life as before. and i don't even know if i can say that. because you are- in the books i read, and when i get coffee in the morning and in every song on my bloody iPod.
it's funny to hear you say that i made you the person you are today.
because you made me who i never thought i could be.
you were a part of my every day life even if you weren't present and then suddenly it changed.
well, i can't say that. i don't know if it was suddenly. i don't know what the hell it was.
i've put myself to sleep thinking and reliving each any every moment i could remember being with you and i don't know what happened.
i understand every bit of what you said. i felt it, too.
but i don't want to be lost. or dropped. or dismissed.
not by you.
i don't want to be alone, either. and regardless of the amazing friends that i have right now-
you have to know that none of them can ever compare to you.
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