I hate people.

[noirjet]

I have come to the evidence that everyone in my life is going to act the same as every one else I have met and despise nowadays. Sometimes, I get these stupid doubts that I might be the problem with my relation with people in general but then I realize that I just can't have a fuckin' problem with everyone. I honestly tried to understand what people I cared about wanted from me...to receive nothing or shit from them. I'm not the usual friendly-social girl but I'm still able to like people...but it seems I like the ones I should care less of. I'm typing all this in English when I should type it all in French to be sure I really make sense but it didn't even made sense in French anyways so whatever. I never saw the point of using my LJ for blogging about my personal life because I already have a place for that but apparently it's a place where my "friends" like to read just to have the latest gossip about my life or to leave insipid, bitchy comments. Yeah, it makes them look so cool.

I might use this LJ for daily blogging and set it private to keep the bastards away. I prefer to think that I'm the only one to read about my life than to think that every one I know is making fun of me because they're so fuckin' empty.

And I never thought I had to come to this point with my "friends". I was better without any of "that".
It's early in the morning and I'm not making sense anymore... blah... but at least I've found my place to "hide" my stuff. I think.