I shopped till i dropped
I miss vacations so much. For the first time since school started i actually went shopping and i am so happy. Lol yes there were super long lines that werent worth it but i do not care cause now i have all this cool shit which makes me happy. The best part is my mom says she is going to get me a dig cam!!! The sad thing is that i feel wrong/materialistic for having to spend money in order on things in order to make me happy...but we all know that isnt common for me. I am just as happy doing something that doesnt involve money if not happier but wow i love having new things. Lol if it counts i bought a gift to donate to a child and a holiday gift for my dad. Yeah fuck i cant help but feel guilty when i spend money because of all the other people who cant...argh. This is what i get for being raised in capitalistic america where everyone thinks about pleasing themselves only if not for the most part.
Moving on...I have been doing alot of thinking lately. Have you ever realized how a couple little events can really fuck up your brain? I have. Not fun.
Why do people put chirstmas music on before thanksgiving? I like it but it just seems wrong to play it while it is still november. I have heard ever single x-mas song twice today...ugh.
I havent done any hw so far...
I still havent seen any of my friends this weekend but i really would like to...so call me if you want to do something.
I need some brown shoes.
And a job.
Moving on...I have been doing alot of thinking lately. Have you ever realized how a couple little events can really fuck up your brain? I have. Not fun.
Why do people put chirstmas music on before thanksgiving? I like it but it just seems wrong to play it while it is still november. I have heard ever single x-mas song twice today...ugh.
I havent done any hw so far...
I still havent seen any of my friends this weekend but i really would like to...so call me if you want to do something.
I need some brown shoes.
And a job.