*_Cassie_Pulls_The_Trigger_*
Rex:
You haven't been forgotten, you have cast everyone aside. Why don't you try calling people once in a while. I'm sure that alot of people would fucking love to hear the sound of your voice. No, garlen thinks he's been forgotten. Did it ever even occur to you to think of anyone other than yourself for one fucking second. No and that's why you only have ten-ish friends now.
So it's true that I haven't been including other people into myself purposely. And when I said I was forgotten, I didn't mean it literally, I meant the fact that I'm no longer peoples number one or number choice of people to call when they wanted to do something. There is just so many things that are going on that it's hard to find days to do stuff with people and have it not be bast 10:30 at night, which is really the only time I see people because of work, or other family things. I always work the weekends, minus next Sunday, when I'm going to Stephens band concert. And the only days I don't work is Tuesday and Thursday and most the time I spend them with Rhonda or am in Lansing til later hours after classes. I don't know, it's just different after I graduated High School. You no longer see everyone everyday, and you don't have that consistency anymore and you have to work so much harder to keep friendships alive. And there are so many new obsticals to over come, like high school class hours, my own class hours, my work, my lansing friends, homework. Plus seeing I'm not in high school, I have no idea what is going on anymore, which you could easily blame on my negligence to my friends but I never know if anyone is available and yet again, back to the negligence idea. And I fully accept the fact that I have neglected people, increasingly more in the last month, but it's not like it's entirely of my choice. I have alot on my plate right now and it's alot to handle, and the fact that I've been talking to a certain group of people doesn't mean that I'm not caring about the other friends I've had but the ones I talk to are the ones I've felt most confortable talking to. Rex, I'm sorry I don't call you, especially after I just said that about certain people I feel comfortable around because I do feel the most comfortable around you, it's been that way forever now and I've just had issues that make me not call you. It's nothing personal andI still do love you, no matter what you thing, oh and your christmas gift is quite odd, really, so yeah, odd. Anyway I want to apologize for probably the fifteen to everyone who I've made feel worthless or not worth my time because it's not like that at all. I'm working on juggling my own life before I can begin to throw other lives in there. And if you read this and thinks is all nothing but excuses and ways for me to get out of this then that's unfortunate because it's not an excuse but an explination and accept it or not, it's still what it is.
:garlen:
You haven't been forgotten, you have cast everyone aside. Why don't you try calling people once in a while. I'm sure that alot of people would fucking love to hear the sound of your voice. No, garlen thinks he's been forgotten. Did it ever even occur to you to think of anyone other than yourself for one fucking second. No and that's why you only have ten-ish friends now.
So it's true that I haven't been including other people into myself purposely. And when I said I was forgotten, I didn't mean it literally, I meant the fact that I'm no longer peoples number one or number choice of people to call when they wanted to do something. There is just so many things that are going on that it's hard to find days to do stuff with people and have it not be bast 10:30 at night, which is really the only time I see people because of work, or other family things. I always work the weekends, minus next Sunday, when I'm going to Stephens band concert. And the only days I don't work is Tuesday and Thursday and most the time I spend them with Rhonda or am in Lansing til later hours after classes. I don't know, it's just different after I graduated High School. You no longer see everyone everyday, and you don't have that consistency anymore and you have to work so much harder to keep friendships alive. And there are so many new obsticals to over come, like high school class hours, my own class hours, my work, my lansing friends, homework. Plus seeing I'm not in high school, I have no idea what is going on anymore, which you could easily blame on my negligence to my friends but I never know if anyone is available and yet again, back to the negligence idea. And I fully accept the fact that I have neglected people, increasingly more in the last month, but it's not like it's entirely of my choice. I have alot on my plate right now and it's alot to handle, and the fact that I've been talking to a certain group of people doesn't mean that I'm not caring about the other friends I've had but the ones I talk to are the ones I've felt most confortable talking to. Rex, I'm sorry I don't call you, especially after I just said that about certain people I feel comfortable around because I do feel the most comfortable around you, it's been that way forever now and I've just had issues that make me not call you. It's nothing personal andI still do love you, no matter what you thing, oh and your christmas gift is quite odd, really, so yeah, odd. Anyway I want to apologize for probably the fifteen to everyone who I've made feel worthless or not worth my time because it's not like that at all. I'm working on juggling my own life before I can begin to throw other lives in there. And if you read this and thinks is all nothing but excuses and ways for me to get out of this then that's unfortunate because it's not an excuse but an explination and accept it or not, it's still what it is.
:garlen: