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So my take on Nick & I. We are "just friends" at the moment, hence my putting "thing" at the end of boyfriend in every post. Mostly because I wasn't to sure due to the way we began acting to each other after just meeting each other, meaning like cuddling, holding hands, cute, plus the fact that we talk all the time. And yet I wasn't sure because we never really discussed our 'relationship'. Which was okay with me because I'm not one for commitment but being able to say "That's my boyfriend" was something that was somewhat reassuring. Not reassuing enough to keep me from pursueing other men and having fun with seduction.
We are totally differnt when it comes to sexuality, meaning sexual passion, etc, not orientation. He is one to not have sex easily and has to be something special. He holds sex as something to share with someone who it truely should be shared with. And then there is me, who is basically the complete opposite of that. I'm far too sexual, I act seductively at times and don't even try, one who enjoys being physically close to another, I'm a habitual flirter, a tease, and one that has always moved fast in relationships and not moving fast absolutely threw me off. I don't know, maybe I just think that passion is a crime of the heart and isn't worth passing up, for the most part. You only live once. Maybe I'm just not made for relationships in this chapter of my life. And I'm okay with that, obviously.
Anyway, I don't know what to think. I'll just go with the flow when it comes to the whole Nick and I situation. If something happens then whoopdie do for me cause that would be awesome and if nothing happens then whoopdie do for me cause that wouldn't change my life much.
Offical Statement:
Me:It's okay. One question, what would you consider us, anything more than friends? Or something else? Sorry to be so random and yeah. Just wondering what you think?
Nick:I belive that we are friends who are getting to know eachother better and to see if there is something between us. You?
Me:The same. Sorry for bringing it up. Sleep well love.
Nick:I am glad that you did. Sleep tight.
Yeah who's the slut now...well still me but now it's really not all that bad. Still in a sense. I accept. Not like I'm going to be able to change right away anyway.
:garlen:
p.s. Who is confused by my random tendecy of being really open with my personal life??
We are totally differnt when it comes to sexuality, meaning sexual passion, etc, not orientation. He is one to not have sex easily and has to be something special. He holds sex as something to share with someone who it truely should be shared with. And then there is me, who is basically the complete opposite of that. I'm far too sexual, I act seductively at times and don't even try, one who enjoys being physically close to another, I'm a habitual flirter, a tease, and one that has always moved fast in relationships and not moving fast absolutely threw me off. I don't know, maybe I just think that passion is a crime of the heart and isn't worth passing up, for the most part. You only live once. Maybe I'm just not made for relationships in this chapter of my life. And I'm okay with that, obviously.
Anyway, I don't know what to think. I'll just go with the flow when it comes to the whole Nick and I situation. If something happens then whoopdie do for me cause that would be awesome and if nothing happens then whoopdie do for me cause that wouldn't change my life much.
Offical Statement:
Me:It's okay. One question, what would you consider us, anything more than friends? Or something else? Sorry to be so random and yeah. Just wondering what you think?
Nick:I belive that we are friends who are getting to know eachother better and to see if there is something between us. You?
Me:The same. Sorry for bringing it up. Sleep well love.
Nick:I am glad that you did. Sleep tight.
Yeah who's the slut now...well still me but now it's really not all that bad. Still in a sense. I accept. Not like I'm going to be able to change right away anyway.
:garlen:
p.s. Who is confused by my random tendecy of being really open with my personal life??