Today I am content ( Read more... )

So I've been slipping back into a depressed state. I can feel it. I can feel my brain screaming out. It's at times like this that I probably have my greatest capacity for violence. The fact I've managed to keep a lid on violence towards others for over half my life now is nothing short of miraculous to me. It's the violence towards myself thats ( Read more... )

I've said before that depression leads to pretentiousness. I write the majority of my stuff when I'm depressed, but 95% of it doesn't see the light of day. It feels so righteous and brutal when you write it down in the burning fires of indignation, but when looked at in the cold light of day..... well, lets just say that most of the stuff I write ( Read more... )