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WHEN WILL I COME BACK
Where is this road called life taking me
Who put me in this car called depression
Who is driving me to this place called death
Who am I called life
This world is a joke
The orange sun
Is starting to turn dark
And the light is drifting away
Never again seen
Life is a good question
For that is all it is
Nobody will find the answer
Since we all go through death
The love in the eyes
Is turning into hate
So much hate
I’m late
For my appointment
With the man called moon
He’s dragging me down with him
I’ll never again see the light
Never is a long time
Yet a long time is not never
The blood from my nose
Is going to my head
This means I’m upside down
When will I come back…
…The blood from my nose
Is going to my head
This means I’m upside down
When will I come back
I will never know
Never is a long time
WASTED WISHES ALL FOR YOU
Catch this falling star
Lighting flowing as a tail
This, for you, has traveled far
And now I feel that it has failed
You let the star hit the earth
Right by you
You didn’t do anything
You just plainly stared
I kneel to God for you
But you reject
I try so hard for you
But you don’t reflect
Every birthday candle’s smoke
Flying high into the sky
Is all for you to change
But you just stay the same
Why can’t you just see
You are a virgin to life
You are wasting time
You are wasting away
This life of mine I give to you
Just so you can be something new
Now I’m the dead and six feet under
I hope you hear my loud voice thunder
Do you see what I did
Just so you could be better
I could have used them for myself
But that’s not something that I could do
So I wasted my wishes all for you
They did nothing
Wasted
THE STORY THAT I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND
My hands cannot stop writing
What the mind doesn’t understand
And will never understand
Fingers gripping the pen
Forcing to the un-scarred paper
And I am unnoticed by the world
My eyes can only see when finished
And I will never know
When my hands will stop this writing
I feel the anger from my fingertips
Even though I can’t see
I think I know what I’m writing
Hate
Death
Unknown
My hands have stopped
My eyes are open
The paper is blank
There was no ink in the pen
I will never know what I wrote
I will never understand
And that was the whole point
PRAYER FOR BROTHER
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray to the lord my soul to take
God bless mommy
God bless daddy
God bless sister
And God bless bro-
Oh and brother
Why did you have to do that
Why isn’t he here anymore
Why did you have to take him away
He was my only friend
He was the only one who understood
I’m crying now
I feel sad
I don’t like you anymore
Why did you have to take him
I don’t understand
I HATE YOU
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
What can I do
There’s nothing more to do
I don’t know
I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN
I WISH YOU COULD TAKE ME TOO
TAKE ME NOW
I hate you
In Jesus’ name
Amen
Where is this road called life taking me
Who put me in this car called depression
Who is driving me to this place called death
Who am I called life
This world is a joke
The orange sun
Is starting to turn dark
And the light is drifting away
Never again seen
Life is a good question
For that is all it is
Nobody will find the answer
Since we all go through death
The love in the eyes
Is turning into hate
So much hate
I’m late
For my appointment
With the man called moon
He’s dragging me down with him
I’ll never again see the light
Never is a long time
Yet a long time is not never
The blood from my nose
Is going to my head
This means I’m upside down
When will I come back…
…The blood from my nose
Is going to my head
This means I’m upside down
When will I come back
I will never know
Never is a long time
WASTED WISHES ALL FOR YOU
Catch this falling star
Lighting flowing as a tail
This, for you, has traveled far
And now I feel that it has failed
You let the star hit the earth
Right by you
You didn’t do anything
You just plainly stared
I kneel to God for you
But you reject
I try so hard for you
But you don’t reflect
Every birthday candle’s smoke
Flying high into the sky
Is all for you to change
But you just stay the same
Why can’t you just see
You are a virgin to life
You are wasting time
You are wasting away
This life of mine I give to you
Just so you can be something new
Now I’m the dead and six feet under
I hope you hear my loud voice thunder
Do you see what I did
Just so you could be better
I could have used them for myself
But that’s not something that I could do
So I wasted my wishes all for you
They did nothing
Wasted
THE STORY THAT I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND
My hands cannot stop writing
What the mind doesn’t understand
And will never understand
Fingers gripping the pen
Forcing to the un-scarred paper
And I am unnoticed by the world
My eyes can only see when finished
And I will never know
When my hands will stop this writing
I feel the anger from my fingertips
Even though I can’t see
I think I know what I’m writing
Hate
Death
Unknown
My hands have stopped
My eyes are open
The paper is blank
There was no ink in the pen
I will never know what I wrote
I will never understand
And that was the whole point
PRAYER FOR BROTHER
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray to the lord my soul to take
God bless mommy
God bless daddy
God bless sister
And God bless bro-
Oh and brother
Why did you have to do that
Why isn’t he here anymore
Why did you have to take him away
He was my only friend
He was the only one who understood
I’m crying now
I feel sad
I don’t like you anymore
Why did you have to take him
I don’t understand
I HATE YOU
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
What can I do
There’s nothing more to do
I don’t know
I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN
I WISH YOU COULD TAKE ME TOO
TAKE ME NOW
I hate you
In Jesus’ name
Amen