alone
so on my way home from stevies tonight i realized how few and far between true friends are. then i came to the conclusion i may have lost one that truly cared about me. when i think of cincinnati all i can think of is how lonely i am. i have stevie but he is pretty much it other than my family. yes it is important for me to be here to fix things with them but at the same time i miss all my friends in louisville. i need to be around people who are going through the same things i am, who are in school, who are my age or close to it. im hoping once i start school ill meet people. ive also started to realize what a bitch i can be, im not all the time but i can i be a huge bitch. im also coming to realize that sometimes i act before i think. and that im becoming too comfortable with certain things and need to change them up. my life has gotten stuck in a rut. just some thoughts about my life ive been contemplating. hope all is well with everyone, hugs and kisses.