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it's after 8pm and im still at school. cuz i still do not have internet (and phone) at home. so yup! finishing up my powerpoint presentation for IT thats due tomorrow.
its been over a month since the internet/phone got ordered, im so frustrated. but at least we're getting an electrician in on wednesday so we can figure out why the freaking livebox won't work. so maybe ill get internet this week?????????? I SURE HOPE SO.
i hope the buses run late enough to get me back home when im done, LOL.
ive been really missing singing. i havent been in a choir since my first year at biola. my skills have kindof left. its weird to have had 8 or so years of constant singing involvement and study and then all of a sudden...not. i havent really sung for like, over a year and a half. it sucks :(. i miss being in a choir where i can harmonize and make beautiful sounds. i also miss voice lessons.
i was talking to a classmate from france last week and he was telling me that coolio was his favorite rap artist. i then told him that i made a cd with coolio's producer (which, is true btw, if you didnt know). he was excited and wanted a cd. but i was reminded that i hate my cd, lol. is that weird, that i want people to know i have a cd but not want anyone to hear it? i miss that too, going to the recording studio with my mom and doing songs with i-roc. but i hate that im not proud of that work, and that i dont want people to hear it. what the hell? i did an amazing thing and im embarrassed. thats stupid. i wish i could do it again but with songs that actually work with my voice. that show off what ive got and not try to conform to what i wish i could sound like. thats one thing ive learned from my singing failures is that i try to sing like i wish i could sing, but cant, so it doesnt really work. and, im not singing the right stuff. i just dont know exactly what i should be singing.
wait, what am i talking about, i dont even sing anymore. lol.
i wanna go home, im tired.
its been over a month since the internet/phone got ordered, im so frustrated. but at least we're getting an electrician in on wednesday so we can figure out why the freaking livebox won't work. so maybe ill get internet this week?????????? I SURE HOPE SO.
i hope the buses run late enough to get me back home when im done, LOL.
ive been really missing singing. i havent been in a choir since my first year at biola. my skills have kindof left. its weird to have had 8 or so years of constant singing involvement and study and then all of a sudden...not. i havent really sung for like, over a year and a half. it sucks :(. i miss being in a choir where i can harmonize and make beautiful sounds. i also miss voice lessons.
i was talking to a classmate from france last week and he was telling me that coolio was his favorite rap artist. i then told him that i made a cd with coolio's producer (which, is true btw, if you didnt know). he was excited and wanted a cd. but i was reminded that i hate my cd, lol. is that weird, that i want people to know i have a cd but not want anyone to hear it? i miss that too, going to the recording studio with my mom and doing songs with i-roc. but i hate that im not proud of that work, and that i dont want people to hear it. what the hell? i did an amazing thing and im embarrassed. thats stupid. i wish i could do it again but with songs that actually work with my voice. that show off what ive got and not try to conform to what i wish i could sound like. thats one thing ive learned from my singing failures is that i try to sing like i wish i could sing, but cant, so it doesnt really work. and, im not singing the right stuff. i just dont know exactly what i should be singing.
wait, what am i talking about, i dont even sing anymore. lol.
i wanna go home, im tired.