whew
ok i overreacted. i was really upset. the thing that sucks is that i still care about him and really miss him. supposedly he feels the same. what happened just sucks. i hate to quote the song but i want him to want me. thats it. i dont expect us to get back together, but i want to spend time with him. i want whatever i can get. but im hurt. i dont want to get hurt anymore. i just miss him and i hate how he somehow finds the right thing to say to make me wanna fall apart. he hates that i care more than he does. i dont get it. but if i have to i can live with never seeing him again. it'll just be hard