if youre a bird im a bird
im listening to the notebook right now. it just passed the part where allie and noah broke up, and shes screaming at his truck, and then he just drives away. its so sad. and it sucks how when youre watching movies all of that drama seems so passionate, and exciting, i dont know...cool...but then you experience it and it just sucks. i know i said pretty much this same thing a couple of weeks ago, but it just got me to thinking....since im watching the movie and all. i wish it could be like that, where it feels like your heart is going to jump out of your throat at any given moment. maybe. whatever. my mom is standing like 2 feet away from me, and its sooo annoying. i am NOT used to being home this much, and i hate it. i absolutely hate it. nothing makes a person want to move away from home more than living at home. man, a few minutes ago i was thinking of all this stuff that i could write, and now i forgot it all because of my stupid mom. oh well. going to work in the afternoon sucks, but it makes me happy to see dylon, skylor, eyan, and tanyon at the end of the day. i do miss those little buppies. i was listening to the radio this morning, and kid and ruben starting making fun of this special needs person who works at frys, and...i mean, i know im a debbie downer, but come on...it was so rude. its just like...you dont know what its like to deal with a special needs child and how hurtful those comments can be until you know someone who does have special needs. especially with the age group i work with, you have to watch those parents come to grips with the fact that the life they envisioned for their child, the life they envisioned for themselves...isnt going to happen. its really hard, and sad, and the last thing you need is some insensitive asshole to be making jokes about it. anyway. thats my rant for the day. have a good weekend everyone. make good choices!!!