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ok, so yeah..my birthday sucked. but its ok, it was just a bad day. just a bad day that happened to fall on my birthday. so, here are some things i have done recently to make myself happier:
1) gone back to school. its going well, and i know after just one succesful semester i will feel like my old academically capable person.
2) cut back on hours at work. well, i kind of had to because of school, but being away from there forced me to kind of break myself from my safe little bubble...which i do love, but wont ultimately take me where i need to go.
3) have given certain people ultimatams. "look, this is how its going to be, or its not going to be anything anymore" and it worked!! things with chris are so much better now, and i know that in the future, it wont be so hard to put my foot down and maybe have to say goodbye.
i think slowly but surely everything will come together and be ok, and i will be so much better for it. hopefully the past two years will be the shittiest years of my life and i can just move on and up.
1) gone back to school. its going well, and i know after just one succesful semester i will feel like my old academically capable person.
2) cut back on hours at work. well, i kind of had to because of school, but being away from there forced me to kind of break myself from my safe little bubble...which i do love, but wont ultimately take me where i need to go.
3) have given certain people ultimatams. "look, this is how its going to be, or its not going to be anything anymore" and it worked!! things with chris are so much better now, and i know that in the future, it wont be so hard to put my foot down and maybe have to say goodbye.
i think slowly but surely everything will come together and be ok, and i will be so much better for it. hopefully the past two years will be the shittiest years of my life and i can just move on and up.