I GUESS I'M GETTING A LITTLE TIRED OF THIS AND ALL THE BAGGAGE THAT SEEMS TO STILL EXIST
The day started out so wonderfully, with the sky void of clouds and sun shining brightly. I was able to lay out by the pond and acquire a bit of a tan which gave me a chance to calm down and relax, to wind down from the hurricane that has been my life as of late, as well as to read a bit more for history class.
And then the day went on. As it often does, things happened and left me feeling broken, completely broken and shattered. It was hard, but almost immediately, with tears streaming down my face and available for everyone in Union Station to see, I handed it over to Him because He is the only one who can fix things.
My heart is still heavy and worry still follows me around, as it so often does, but I feel Him right beside me so I am no longer filled with worry. I trust Him completely for He is God and knows what He is doing, even if I sometimes wonder what it is that He has planned for the rest of my life.
So I trust Him completely. I trust Him and I beg for forgiveness and fall on my knees before Him. Here it is, Lord, and here I am; do as you must.