Nov 04, 2004 23:02
To Matt,
YOu would think i'd despise you, but i wanna thankyou.
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust you
You Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thanks to Christina Aguilera she made me realize that i'm better and stronger than that.
He's just like Stephen Petty a Skum bag cuz i used to listen to this song after breakin it off with Stephen. Well stephen never cheated or had girls surround him so i guess matt's worse.
Lets see, let me just letcha know the torture of girls i had to put up with.
1.Name Unknown (girl from Orlando that he wanted to go see)
2.Kelsey (constantly flirted and took her clothes off in front of him)
3.Aubrey (got massages from her and went on dates with her)
4.Meredith(called him all the time, was at his house one day and i dropped by unexpectedly to find them)
5.Name unknown (mighthave been Shannon)( he put his arm over her because she was cold (by the way, he never did this for me))
6.My friends ( flirted with them in front of me)
7.THe INFAMOUS ASHLEY (WOW lets see: Made her take her clothes off felt her up. I later came by (by the way this was the 1st time he ever invited me into his pool) and i was cold in the pool but he was busy splashing and flirting with her. HE flirted most of the time and i was mad. Yet i had no idea. Another time they went in the pool while i was at work and he gave her Hickies. How about that. Well he's never given me a hickie before. He must be in love with her.
Well i'm glad i'm mad and not sad. It helped me get over him much much quicker. I know now that we will never be together ever again.
Peace out!