Actually I'm doing a lot better
I'm doing much better i know it's been like 4days and last time i was still crying about him but this break up its different. I don't have any memories here in boca raton about him. their really is nothing that reminds me of him. i don't think about him as much. but i know the real killer will be when i visit at home. all the memories surround me constantly at home. that 's why i was going insane on sunday and monday.i was crying all the damn time. but when i got back home on monday i was better. HOnestly i havent cried since monday when i saw him and he told me some things. The fact that he did stuff with ashley and that he has a g/f is making me get over him a whole lot easier.
To tell you the truth i like this, being single. i 've been talking to a lot of guys too. my roommates especially i was talking to my roommate Aaron till like 11pm last night. He 's 26 much older than me so i'm not interested but he is soo so friendly and nice. He 's a drummer in a band and travels for gigs all the time. I listened to his music and it was so awsome. it's a good band. but i'm trying to make myself very busy and i've been asking some of my friends if they can introduce me to some guys that they know so i meet more because i don't really know that many guys. And like yesturday i went to the gym and i was the only girl in a room w/ like 25 guys. I felt so special lol. But i don't plan on being with anyone anytime soon. I was settled with matt for a long time and i'm actually happy to be free and have this time apart. Right now though, i don't plan on getting back with him mostly because of all the cheating and how fast he got with someone. Also i didnt like the long distance that much it was getting real old. Especially how he worked so much and i would make all that drive and only see him for a few hours. Maybe if we could fix the trust and longdistance then maybe we could do it again but it's not in my mind anymore. Although i may still apply to ucf just to see if i get in. i think they have a better degree program and better people.
I got studying to do so piece out!
To tell you the truth i like this, being single. i 've been talking to a lot of guys too. my roommates especially i was talking to my roommate Aaron till like 11pm last night. He 's 26 much older than me so i'm not interested but he is soo so friendly and nice. He 's a drummer in a band and travels for gigs all the time. I listened to his music and it was so awsome. it's a good band. but i'm trying to make myself very busy and i've been asking some of my friends if they can introduce me to some guys that they know so i meet more because i don't really know that many guys. And like yesturday i went to the gym and i was the only girl in a room w/ like 25 guys. I felt so special lol. But i don't plan on being with anyone anytime soon. I was settled with matt for a long time and i'm actually happy to be free and have this time apart. Right now though, i don't plan on getting back with him mostly because of all the cheating and how fast he got with someone. Also i didnt like the long distance that much it was getting real old. Especially how he worked so much and i would make all that drive and only see him for a few hours. Maybe if we could fix the trust and longdistance then maybe we could do it again but it's not in my mind anymore. Although i may still apply to ucf just to see if i get in. i think they have a better degree program and better people.
I got studying to do so piece out!