May 07, 2005 03:20
Okay for all of you who havent heard, this way no one comes up and asks how me and Steve are doing, we broke up on the 4th. It was a mutual breakup, he wants me to be happy, and I need to find out what I really want in life, we still love each other, and are trying very hard to be friends, it's just awkward, so if you could refrain from mentioning it around us, we wouldreally like that, we already feel as if the whole world knows. I know if Steve and I are meant to be together, then god will make it happen, we have been together for 2 and a half years, and well yeah, I wish I had more to say but even I don't know whats to come. ummm yeah, I cry easy so don't be supurised if you see my crying , I'm really emotional right now, it's hard to be friends with someone youve spent the better part of you adult years dating, maybe this is just a test him and i need to pass, or maybe it's god calling me else where, I don't know, and I'm living it one day at a time for now, so yeah, umm thats it for now.