A success. In pictures your mine.
Well I can honestly say this was a fufilling weekend.
Everything went very well I must say. Changing and remolding the person you are really comes in handy in the people department. I feel so much better around hostility and apprehension. It's okay for people to move on and seek other people and places. I guess I just have to appreciate the time they were there. (Please look back and smile)
I'm so proud to be who I am now. I'm no where near where I used to be...I know exactly when it happened and why. Sure there have been losses along the way but I know in time everything will fall back into play.
Last night was a really great time. I went to Pat's with Mel and Erica and, much to my dismay, everyone was civil towards me. Jimmy Conrad will never cease to be the funniest/best swing dancer ever to me.
Diana came and saved me for a bit. Went back to her house to watch Vince mercilessly play some rank war video game. Josh pissed Diana off and then we went back to Pat's for the second round which was a lot more pleasant than the first time around except for Mikes insistent pleas for sex (please you have someone who will give you that all the time, you don't need me haha). We stayed for awhile until Mike's punches got too hard and we went back to Di's only to leave with Linz to go to Steves'.
Smeagals was a great time. Sitting around the bonfire with the abundance of 'bon' really set my feelings off. I never thought I could miss a group of people so much but if I came back they would all be gone anyways. It would just be me and Diana which could quite possibly be better than any ocean/surf. And of course Maha and Ash would still be there too. Jake came and created some past windstorms to start...he's way too good for that.
Finally...Maija, Ash, Mel and Mr. Daniels came. Oh finally Mike and I had a great conversation lasting into the light morning hours. It was a good time and I love Michigan more than anything. It's sad really.
Friendships/Relationships are a strange work of art. Everything is so complicated but in the end it never had to be at all. Why do we get mad or hark on each others feelings. Hmm.. Dating doesn't seem appealing to me at all this summer but I really think it's going to when I get back to South Caro. I think I finally have my head on straight.
-Mal
Everything went very well I must say. Changing and remolding the person you are really comes in handy in the people department. I feel so much better around hostility and apprehension. It's okay for people to move on and seek other people and places. I guess I just have to appreciate the time they were there. (Please look back and smile)
I'm so proud to be who I am now. I'm no where near where I used to be...I know exactly when it happened and why. Sure there have been losses along the way but I know in time everything will fall back into play.
Last night was a really great time. I went to Pat's with Mel and Erica and, much to my dismay, everyone was civil towards me. Jimmy Conrad will never cease to be the funniest/best swing dancer ever to me.
Diana came and saved me for a bit. Went back to her house to watch Vince mercilessly play some rank war video game. Josh pissed Diana off and then we went back to Pat's for the second round which was a lot more pleasant than the first time around except for Mikes insistent pleas for sex (please you have someone who will give you that all the time, you don't need me haha). We stayed for awhile until Mike's punches got too hard and we went back to Di's only to leave with Linz to go to Steves'.
Smeagals was a great time. Sitting around the bonfire with the abundance of 'bon' really set my feelings off. I never thought I could miss a group of people so much but if I came back they would all be gone anyways. It would just be me and Diana which could quite possibly be better than any ocean/surf. And of course Maha and Ash would still be there too. Jake came and created some past windstorms to start...he's way too good for that.
Finally...Maija, Ash, Mel and Mr. Daniels came. Oh finally Mike and I had a great conversation lasting into the light morning hours. It was a good time and I love Michigan more than anything. It's sad really.
Friendships/Relationships are a strange work of art. Everything is so complicated but in the end it never had to be at all. Why do we get mad or hark on each others feelings. Hmm.. Dating doesn't seem appealing to me at all this summer but I really think it's going to when I get back to South Caro. I think I finally have my head on straight.
-Mal