Will Forever End?
Title: Will forever end?
Author: nodoka06
Pairing: Yamada/Chinen
Genre: Fluff, YES YOU READ IT CORRECTLY, F-L-U-F-F dude, FLUFF
A/N: Hey people, I’m back. At last I’ve had the time to type. I’m starting to get busy in school, not as a student but as a part-time Japanese instructor, handling 8 different courses with 129 students in all, that’s not a joke by any means. And I'm still on semi-hiatus, remember? But the previous scans are just too great. YamaChii are back!! Finally we could see them again so close to each other (their body, to be specific. You know what I mean right? XD). Hope this will last forever!
There he was again, nailing his sight on him, on that petite guy with a brownish hair, like his. Protecting him on his two eyes, watching him silently as he couldn’t voice out what he really feels inside. He is a coward, despite on his very handsome face, he is. He could even receive a sweet yes to whomever girl he’d confess to instantly, but hey, he is not that interested with girls. No, he is not a gay. Or maybe, slightly, he is. Or is it just that the guy he admires is much pretty that any other girls he could see around? That could be.
“Ohayou” the little boy with a brown hair greeted his classmates upon entering their classroom with a smile. His classmates greeted him back; he is too pretty to be ignored anyways. “ohayou,Chinen-inchou.”
Chinen walked through their room going to his seat which is on the first row and that is beside the window. The beautiful smile was still plastered on his angelic face as he sat down and placed his things on his table carefully. He is the class president, given that he is the smartest not just in their class but in all the 3rd year students.
“Ohayou, Yuri.”a chubby cheeked guy who sits diagonally behind Chinen greeted. Hell, it was only on his mind. He never had courage to greet him, greet him personally. Because when Chinen enters the room and greets them, it is for everyone, so this gutless boy named Yamada Ryosuke would only state his reply along with the others. Though he really wants to great him alone, in every single day, he only replies on him inside his heart. In every single day that passed, it became weeks, months, and years. They have been classmates since their first year, but never did he have the guts to talk to him. Even a simple ‘hi’, it is so hard for him to do.
Once again, Chinen sensed that pair of eyes was looking at him. And he knows to who it was. He is smart, very very smart. He knows that that hopeless Yamada does like him, ever since. That thing is rather obvious as Yamada always acts like an idiot when he is so near at him, or when he is talking at him, or when he catches Yamada staring at him.
He nonchalantly looked at his back, seeing Yamada quickly moved his sight out of him. Tensed, a shade of pink flushed on his chubby cheeks, making his self busy. Though what he only wants to do is to look at him, he wants to be busy by just staring at him in the whole day, nothing less.
Chinen chuckled silently on his head. Stupid. These two are stupid. Chinen is also crushing on Yamada, but he doesn’t want him to know. It is not that he is shy. He is not like Yamada. He is just waiting for his coward prince to confess. Because he thinks, between them, he should be the new half since he is the younger one, the smaller one; in short he suits to be the uke. He always laughs on that thought. He would never be the carnivore type, so no matter how long it would take, he will wait for his predator to wake up. And when that happens, he will offer his self without any hesitations. Three years is so long, very long, that’s enough.
So what was Yamada actually doing at those times? Acting like he’s busy answering their assignments or completing his note, that’s so absurd. He hates to study. Therefore at this time, when he was so tense that his pretty princess caught him again staring at him, he got his pen and secretly wrote Chinen’s name on his notebook with his name while a heart was drawn in between. It was rather illegible as his hands were trembling while he was writing so.
The school bell rang indicating that the classes will start so soon. Yamada sighed; it would be a boring day again. He would be forced to listen to his teachers again, forced to copy notes (though he never really did, he is only doodling something that is so obvious what it is), forced to do activities and stuffs. But when it is time for their cooking class and he was placed on Chinen’s group, he wanted to explode like some chemical that is mixed with a wrong chemical and blast. His heart was beating so fast, he could even hear its beating. He even thought that his porcupine suddenly have its own heart, he felt that it was thumping too. Tug dug Tug dug.
“Yamada-kun” Chinen called softly. They were group into 5 with 4 members each. Aside from them, they have Jingi and Umika in their group, which Jingi complaints; they only have one girl in their group. “Could you… could you teach us how to bake a delicious cake?” he used his puppy eyes, although he doesn’t need to. Even though he wouldn’t attack him with his puppy eyes, Yamada will spoil him for sure. They were instructed to bake any cake on that day, Chinen is so lucky to have Yamada on his group, because the latter is so good in kitchen. Chinen might be the smartest kid in their school, but he lacks the ability when it comes to cooking and/or baking.
Yamada widened his eyes, shocked. Chinen was requesting something on him, on which for him is just a piece of cake to do. He blushed for the second time as Chinen’s attractive face was so closed to his flushing face. His voice sounded like music on his hearing. He nodded nervously, got a pan and taught him the things they should know. Umika knows how to bake too, but she is aware that Yamada is more skillful than her so he let him lead.
The shortest member volunteered on beating the eggs, since it was the least he could do, Jingi was assigned on the whipping while Umika would do the design after, such as the icing and stuffs, and the rest would be Yamada’s part. Their teacher announced a short break when everyone’s cakes were all in the oven. Their group was the first one who put their cake inside the oven so Chinen, being the leader, went back to the kitchen to check their sweet product.
“Three more minutes.”He was staring at the timer, while he was crouching. He looked impatient. Well, he wants to taste Yamada’s cake. When the timer stopped, he smiled widely and stood up from his crouching position. And due to his excitement, he forgot to a use pot holder making his sensitive skin to feel the heat that formed through over the oven.
“Itte! Itte! Itte!”Chinen cried, fanning his hand to cool it somehow. Yamada dashed inside since he was in fact a kind of Chinen’s stalker and followed him when the little boy went back to their cooking room; he was just hiding behind the wall, peeking on the glass door.
“Aaah. Chi-Chinen!” He hold his small wrist as he blew air on the chibi’s now swelling fingers, nervousness can be seen on his brown orbs. “Da-Daijoubu?”
The chibi bits his lips, trying to stop his crystal tears to fall down. It hurt him that much. His clumsiness harmed him. A cute pout was formed while he shook his head, “atsui…” he whispered. Yamada got more worried so without thinking he unexpectedly kissed Chinen’s swollen fingers gently. Chinen was surprised on the sudden action of the latter, but the older one was much shocked on what he did. He released his hands on his hold when he realized what he had done. And for the third time, his face was once again tinted with a pale red, but he was not alone now as the chibi was blushing hard along with him.
“Go-gomen” He looked down.
Chinen smiled shyly and looked at his hand, “iie. daijoubu yo… and… arigatou.”
Yamada blinked on the chibi’s last word. What was he thankful at? “Ehh?” he looked up, tilting his head a bit.
“It doesn’t hurt anymore. I think it was because of … your kiss.” he smiles cutely at him. “Thanks Yama-chan.”
He was stunned. Was he hearing things right? The love of his life was thanking him for the small thing he did, and what made his heart happier was when he heard him calling him with some cute nickname. “Dou… itashimashite Chinen-kun.”
“Yuri.” he beamed.
“Ehh?”
“Call me Yuri.”
“But, isn’t it-”
“Call me Yuri or else I will not go out with you.”
The taller boy batted his eyelids, not just once nor twice but thrice. He was baffled on what the younger is saying. He hadn’t asked him before, never did ask him for a date because he would become so faint-hearted if the chibi is 5 meters away from him or closer. “You will not go out with me?”
Chinen nodded cheekily at him while his other thumb was rubbing his little blister. Seeing that cute respond of the chibi, Yamada had a bigger blotchy tomato-like shade on his fluffy cheeks. “Eh?”
“I know that you like me.” he smirked, crossing his arms on his chest like he was some kind of a contestant who won a guessing game and so confident that he had knew the answers even before the game started. He moved closer to Yamada and beamed another smile at him. “So now, will you ask me to go out with you?”
He was speechless, nervous, and at the same time dumbfounded. How did this chibi know that thing? Who did tell him that he is crushing on him? Who the hell? Maybe Chinen and he have this lovers’ instinct, even though they are not yet lovers, Chinen could read him instantly. He suddenly believed that Chinen is a sort of vampire, but erase that thought off when he remembered some vampire who met someone who couldn’t read the mind on that person and ended up living with that person and got married. So Chinen Yuri is a human after all, he thought. Yamada was getting crazy. Really.
“Ha-how did yo--”But before he could finished his query, Chinen had cut him, “You’re pretty obvious you know. You are always looking at me, and most of the time…” he tiptoed as he reached Yamada’s flushing cheeks. “…blushing.”
A family of butterfly started flying on his stomach. He never thought that his chibi could be this naughty. His teasing was far enough and his ‘little flirting’ was kinda surprising, for him.
“But I still want to hear it from you.” he said, patting Yamada on his shoulder. “Do you really like me, or I was just imagining things?”
Oh shit. Yamada was trembling all over, his heart was thumping much harder, much louder, he was sweating like he has been stranded in a hot dessert and has been exposed to the sun for how many hours. He wanted to melt, he was really embarrassed. He was stunned on his place, didn’t know what to say. “I… I” he paused.
“Hmm” he inched closer, moving his face closer too, having a better look on Yamada’s handsome face. Yamada let a heavy sigh just to lessen the pressure he was having. Why was it so hard for him to confess? He only has 3 words to say.
“I… I like you Chii.” eyes locked on him, disregarding how red he might be infront on the chibi. “I like you.” he repeated, shutting his eyes for embarrassment. He wanted to run to the bathroom and splash his self with a pale of water. He heard the chibi giggled, those cute laughter of him, he wants to be thawed. Not so long, he slowly opened his eyes and nervously laughed.
“Do you feel the same?” he asked out of the blue while Chinen stared at him with those playful eyes and hummed a cute ‘Hmmm’ again. Yamada rubbed his head for the foolish question he threw.
“Let’s see. If you’ll ask me out, maybe something might develop ne?”
The chance of going out on a date with Chinen Yuri is already there, slapping Yamada Ryosuke on his pretty face. Of course he would grab that chance, but it was not on the way he wanted it to be. Who's to blame? It is him. Never did he become brave to ask him for one. He couldn't even ask for his number.
“Would you say yes if I will ask you?”
A nod served to be the squirrel's answer plus a wide sweet smile that melted the other guy.
Yamada's heart was thumping so hard. It was like there was a horse running inside his heart that caused the noise and the thumping, and if that horse would battle with his heart on a race, for sure his heart would win for Pete's sake.
After 5 minutes, everyone went back to the kitchen to check their cakes. Everyone did very well and all of the cakes look like cake, nothing looked like a trash or some appetizer for monster. Chinen's group is so proud of their work as their cake got the highest remark from their teacher. Being so overjoyed, the 4 students had a group hug. Jingi hugged Umika which was according to him was just a brother-sister hug, while the other two boys were a bit startled when their skins touched each other. There was a pause. And when their chests met, their hearts also met, both beating at the same time. Yamada was the first to pull back, a strawberry-shade tainted his chubby cheeks.
“T-thank you for your hard work. Y-you really are the best leader.” he said softly, a bit nervous. They had taste the cake they made and it had send him to cloud nine but after they unconsciously hugged each other due to utter happiness he wanted to taste Chinen too. He knows that that kid is much tastier and sweeter than any cakes they would offer.
The squirrel slowly shook his small but full of knowledge head, “iya... i hadn't really helped a lot. It's all because of you, you're so skillful... and for teaching us.” he smiled once again, “and thank you again for curing my finger.”
“ehem” Jingi cleared his throat, cutting the moment the two was having. “Better eat now before I finish all of the strawberries.”
“Hey! Save some from me, don't be gluttonous!” he groaned as everyone laughed on Yamada's cuteness.
******
As they were having their last subject for that day, Yamada's feelings were all mixed up. He was excited and nervous at the same time. He was excited because within just a little bit minute, he could now take his princess on a date, on a impromptu date, he didn't have any plans to where they would go, what they would eat and what they would talk about; he was still lucky that he brought some excess money, he doesn't need to worry about the after bill. And yet he was nervous, since he was not prepared for something like that, he might mess up with everything. He was afraid that Chinen might not see him as cool guy, though Chinen wouldn't mind it all, but that would be impossible, since he was born cool.
The bell rang, the classes were over. “Kiritsu...” Chinen lead, as the whole class stood up and thanked their teacher, “domo arigatou gozaimashita.”
The students left their classroom after their teacher did; Yamada got the eraser and started cleaning up the board, a single drop of sweat suddenly formed on his temple.
He heard someone chuckled so cutely, “w-what's funny?” he asked, frowning, while he felt like melting again when he saw the angel-like creature chuckling on his side.
“You know, you can use a chair if you can't reach that. Sensei wa tottemo takai darou?” he laughed.
“Huh? I won't be needing that.” he looked away, not that he got angry on what the chibi said, he was just trying to hide his cheeks that were starting to flush again. “I can do this alone.” he jumped as he tried to reach the words that were written on the uppermost part of the board. He wanted to curse their teacher for being so damn tall.
“Alone? So, do you want me to leave now? Hmm...?” he moved closer to Yamada, behind him.
“It's not -- ohhh!” Yamada was too busy cleaning the board that he didn't notice the squirrel coming closer behind him, he nearly got knock on into the chibi. “That's dangerous!”
Chinen attacked him with his powerful pout, “Gomen.”
The taller boy breathed in, “maa maa, ikou ka?” he smiled, making him feel that what he did was not really a big topic to discuss. He knows that Chinen is a bit sensitive.
The chibi nodded and smiled back. “Un.”
The two left their little sanctuary quietly. No one dared to start a conversation. Yamada was tense while Chinen was trying not to lose his patient on the behaviour of the older one. But soon he gave up; the silence had annoyed him so much,
“Would you at least hold my hand?” he began, giving Yamada his small hand.
“Eh?” he really looked so stupid at that time. He should not waste the chance that was given to him. It might not be repeated again. That might be their first and last date if he wouldn't act normally.
“I know you are shy... but let me feel that we are actually dating. If you still cannot then just think of me as your pet.” his cheeks were puffed. If only Yamada is not that handsome, Chinen would have walked off going home, seriously, he was getting bored.
“I-I'm sorry. I... Boku... am... I am really nervous...” he looked at Chinen as the chibi looked back. And as for the first time, he did it. He did lock his eyes upon Chinen's not looking away. For the first time, he could tell Chinen on his beautiful brown orbs that he is seriously in love with him, and also for the first time, he could read on Chinen's eyes that he is loved by him back.
For the first time, their small hands intertwined. Fingers all locked; doesn't want to let go on each others' hold.
A warm feeling.
A warm feeling running through their cheeks.
Hearts skipping hundreds of beat.
“Want something to eat?” finally, Yamada could act normally infront of his angel. The shakings were gone, same with his nervousness, they were all gone. It was when he held Chinen's hand, he felt that he was holding on his everything, that whatever he does would appear right, and even if he failed, there would always be the angel of his that would tell him that it's alright; that with a simple smile, every wrong would be forgotten and forgiven.
Chinen shook his head, “we have just eaten on school. I'm still full.” he rubbed his stomach. “But if Ryosuke is still hungry, I’ll just watch you while you eat.”
Ryosuke
Hearing the squirrel called him by his first name sent him in an infinite cloud nine. He doesn't care if Chinen is being overfamiliar, he doesn't really mind since it is Chinen who he wants to be his partner anyway. It is Chinen Yuri who he wants to marry anyway.
“Ryosuke?” he called when he noticed that Yamada was spacing out. “What's wrong? Don't you want me to call you that way?Then I'll call you as Yama-chan again.”
“Chigau.” he protested swiftly. “You can call me anything you want. Call me Ryosuke, Ryo, anything you want. Even if you call me pig, stupid, idiot, I wouldn't mind.”
Chinen laughed, his cheeks were vibrating so cutely. “Why should I call you that? Those aren't your name. And Ryosuke is not a pig, you are not chubby anymore.”
“Sou yo.” he laughed too. “Well, in case you want to call me that, you know that it's fine for me... So since you don't want to eat, how about going in a park?”
“That sounds fun!” he agreed.
Yamada's hold gets tighter as he moved closer on Chinen's side. He was indeed happy, for somehow he could feel that Chinen is his property.
They went to the nearest park in their school. The scenery was very beautiful; birds flying freely, the sky were on its perfect shade of blue, the surrounding was clean. And the presence of Yamada and Chinen made the park to be prettier; two boys who are about to have a new beginning in their lives, where an innocent and pure love was about to sprout.
“kirei~ ' Chinen was amazed on how the clouds drifted on the blue sky. They were lying on the green grass with their school bags as their pillows. “That one looks like an ichigo... oishii sou” he stretched up his hand, pointing to a certain cloud.
“doko?” he looked up on where the chibi was pointing at. “And I thought you weren't hungry.”
“I am not. Ne Ryosuke can't you see it?”
Yamada shook his head, “I couldn't really see it... gomen ne.” he looked at Chinen to see his reaction, he smiled as he saw him pouting again. Seeing those lips pouting in front of him were giving him the urge to taste them, know how do they taste, how soft they are, and he wanted to know if Chinen will kiss him back if he do so. “Cause probably, wherever I look at, all I could see is you ... your pretty face, everything about you.”
“When did you ever learn to do a sweet talk? You couldn't even speak properly earlier as what I remember so far...” he retorted, holding his cheeks, his now redden cheeks that he was trying to hide from his prince.
Yamada stirred on his side, facing him, putting his hands above Chinen's hands. “Now you know the feeling when I'm blushing.” he chuckles.
“Who said I'm blush-”
He didn't finish what he was about to say when he felt a warm pair of lips that landed on his. It was sweet and simple. His eyes grew big, that was really unexpected but he wants to last it forever.
Yamada pulled out from their first kiss, distancing his face just a few centimeters away from the squirrel. He wanted to see if Chinen would get mad after, if he would be slapped or if Chinen would ask for more. But because Chinen was in a big bewilderment, he couldn't utter any words.
“Now you're blushing harder.” Yamada whispered, caressing the burning cheeks of Chinen.
“sahsfhshf.sfjshfskd!!!” Chinen tried to say something but he didn't know what's wrong with him that he couldn't say it clearly.
Yamada chuckled, “what?”
He pouted, the blotchy shade on his cheeks were getting brighter, “wa-why did you do that?!” he eluded a look.
“Why? Didn't you like it?” the disappointment could be traced on Yamada's voice. Maybe the thought that Chinen likes him too was wrong. He stirred on his previous position and then sprang to sit. “I'm sorry...” he bowed, biting his lower lip. He could still taste Chinen's sweet lips on his.
Chinen blinked, making sure if Yamada really left above him. He was not sure if his question sounded hurtful for Yamada. He just wanted to know why he kissed him. He wasn't even sure if that kiss was sincere, since, the moment their lips met, he had lost his soul. He sprang up too, and held Yamada on his arm.
“Ryosuke ... do you really love me?”
Even he himself is so sure that the older boy is indeed in love with him, he still wanted to hear Yamada say it to him, hear him say he loves him all over again. He wants to graduate in high school having Yamada Ryosuke on his side. Because he knows, once they graduate they might lose anything they made from the start, their friends might forget him when the years go by. And he doesn't want those things to happen. He doesn't want to leave Yamada Ryosuke.
Yamada stared at him, sincerely. He grabbed his hand that was holding his arm and put it on his chest to where his heart is, “I love you Chinen Yuri. I love you... Forever.”
“Ryosuke...”he was happy. He just heard everything right, everything that he wanted to hear. He wanted to kiss him again, taste those lips again and let Yamada take him on a cloud nine with him. He wanted to jump on him and kiss him until he gets tired. “Just… warn me when forever starts to end.”
“Yuri, forever will never end, as much as I love you, it will never end. Yuri,I love you so much.” he gently stroked the chibi's hair as he rested his forehead onto Chinen's. “Now let me ask you the same question, 'do you love me?'”
Chinen slid his hand from Yamada's chest to its neck; while the other one touched the latter's cheek. “I love you too, Ryosuke.” he uttered softly as he pressed his lips on the older one's lips knowing they both own each other now.
-- おわり --
yahoooooo!!!
I'm so happy it didn't turn to be angst. This one should be an angsty one, because I started typing this story when the YJ picture together in a blanket spread out.
The title was different actually.
But seeing tons of YamaChii pictures lately convinced me to change the ending of the story. Yukito should be included on the story and Chinen will die. Ah, I will not tell you everything regarding that because I might write it one of these days… or maybe I might use that as a sequel for this. Do you still want me to write a sequel for this????? >:P
To my co-writers, I wanna say Sorry to all of you if I haven't been commenting on your fic. But please remember that I'm always reading your stories, and I don't want to miss anything especially those chaptered fic.
I'm talking to these people, to these great writers~
ai-chan/ ai_no_messeji
rei-chan/hwangtinglee
asty-chan/ hikarichan92
yuu-chan/ chibicorvus
My comments will be like mushrooms from now on. Heheh. Please don't forget me until I get back. I am not sure when will I become not busy though.
I miss talking to everyone.
Spread YamaChii love!!!
I have another story on mind. Just not sure when will I start working on it. Do you want me to make it bit angst? *gets punched by Yamada*
Please leave a comment if you can.
Even just “...“ is fine for me. XD
And in case you have forgotten who am I... I’m nodoka ... who made a pregnant Chinen possible, but the baby wasn’t Yukito, the name was Kiseki… because a baby for YamaChii is a miracle, deshou~
Eh, you're not familiar with that?
*cuts wrist*
Just kidding!
I don't know why I'm hyper xD
Author: nodoka06
Pairing: Yamada/Chinen
Genre: Fluff, YES YOU READ IT CORRECTLY, F-L-U-F-F dude, FLUFF
A/N: Hey people, I’m back. At last I’ve had the time to type. I’m starting to get busy in school, not as a student but as a part-time Japanese instructor, handling 8 different courses with 129 students in all, that’s not a joke by any means. And I'm still on semi-hiatus, remember? But the previous scans are just too great. YamaChii are back!! Finally we could see them again so close to each other (their body, to be specific. You know what I mean right? XD). Hope this will last forever!
There he was again, nailing his sight on him, on that petite guy with a brownish hair, like his. Protecting him on his two eyes, watching him silently as he couldn’t voice out what he really feels inside. He is a coward, despite on his very handsome face, he is. He could even receive a sweet yes to whomever girl he’d confess to instantly, but hey, he is not that interested with girls. No, he is not a gay. Or maybe, slightly, he is. Or is it just that the guy he admires is much pretty that any other girls he could see around? That could be.
“Ohayou” the little boy with a brown hair greeted his classmates upon entering their classroom with a smile. His classmates greeted him back; he is too pretty to be ignored anyways. “ohayou,Chinen-inchou.”
Chinen walked through their room going to his seat which is on the first row and that is beside the window. The beautiful smile was still plastered on his angelic face as he sat down and placed his things on his table carefully. He is the class president, given that he is the smartest not just in their class but in all the 3rd year students.
“Ohayou, Yuri.”a chubby cheeked guy who sits diagonally behind Chinen greeted. Hell, it was only on his mind. He never had courage to greet him, greet him personally. Because when Chinen enters the room and greets them, it is for everyone, so this gutless boy named Yamada Ryosuke would only state his reply along with the others. Though he really wants to great him alone, in every single day, he only replies on him inside his heart. In every single day that passed, it became weeks, months, and years. They have been classmates since their first year, but never did he have the guts to talk to him. Even a simple ‘hi’, it is so hard for him to do.
Once again, Chinen sensed that pair of eyes was looking at him. And he knows to who it was. He is smart, very very smart. He knows that that hopeless Yamada does like him, ever since. That thing is rather obvious as Yamada always acts like an idiot when he is so near at him, or when he is talking at him, or when he catches Yamada staring at him.
He nonchalantly looked at his back, seeing Yamada quickly moved his sight out of him. Tensed, a shade of pink flushed on his chubby cheeks, making his self busy. Though what he only wants to do is to look at him, he wants to be busy by just staring at him in the whole day, nothing less.
Chinen chuckled silently on his head. Stupid. These two are stupid. Chinen is also crushing on Yamada, but he doesn’t want him to know. It is not that he is shy. He is not like Yamada. He is just waiting for his coward prince to confess. Because he thinks, between them, he should be the new half since he is the younger one, the smaller one; in short he suits to be the uke. He always laughs on that thought. He would never be the carnivore type, so no matter how long it would take, he will wait for his predator to wake up. And when that happens, he will offer his self without any hesitations. Three years is so long, very long, that’s enough.
So what was Yamada actually doing at those times? Acting like he’s busy answering their assignments or completing his note, that’s so absurd. He hates to study. Therefore at this time, when he was so tense that his pretty princess caught him again staring at him, he got his pen and secretly wrote Chinen’s name on his notebook with his name while a heart was drawn in between. It was rather illegible as his hands were trembling while he was writing so.
The school bell rang indicating that the classes will start so soon. Yamada sighed; it would be a boring day again. He would be forced to listen to his teachers again, forced to copy notes (though he never really did, he is only doodling something that is so obvious what it is), forced to do activities and stuffs. But when it is time for their cooking class and he was placed on Chinen’s group, he wanted to explode like some chemical that is mixed with a wrong chemical and blast. His heart was beating so fast, he could even hear its beating. He even thought that his porcupine suddenly have its own heart, he felt that it was thumping too. Tug dug Tug dug.
“Yamada-kun” Chinen called softly. They were group into 5 with 4 members each. Aside from them, they have Jingi and Umika in their group, which Jingi complaints; they only have one girl in their group. “Could you… could you teach us how to bake a delicious cake?” he used his puppy eyes, although he doesn’t need to. Even though he wouldn’t attack him with his puppy eyes, Yamada will spoil him for sure. They were instructed to bake any cake on that day, Chinen is so lucky to have Yamada on his group, because the latter is so good in kitchen. Chinen might be the smartest kid in their school, but he lacks the ability when it comes to cooking and/or baking.
Yamada widened his eyes, shocked. Chinen was requesting something on him, on which for him is just a piece of cake to do. He blushed for the second time as Chinen’s attractive face was so closed to his flushing face. His voice sounded like music on his hearing. He nodded nervously, got a pan and taught him the things they should know. Umika knows how to bake too, but she is aware that Yamada is more skillful than her so he let him lead.
The shortest member volunteered on beating the eggs, since it was the least he could do, Jingi was assigned on the whipping while Umika would do the design after, such as the icing and stuffs, and the rest would be Yamada’s part. Their teacher announced a short break when everyone’s cakes were all in the oven. Their group was the first one who put their cake inside the oven so Chinen, being the leader, went back to the kitchen to check their sweet product.
“Three more minutes.”He was staring at the timer, while he was crouching. He looked impatient. Well, he wants to taste Yamada’s cake. When the timer stopped, he smiled widely and stood up from his crouching position. And due to his excitement, he forgot to a use pot holder making his sensitive skin to feel the heat that formed through over the oven.
“Itte! Itte! Itte!”Chinen cried, fanning his hand to cool it somehow. Yamada dashed inside since he was in fact a kind of Chinen’s stalker and followed him when the little boy went back to their cooking room; he was just hiding behind the wall, peeking on the glass door.
“Aaah. Chi-Chinen!” He hold his small wrist as he blew air on the chibi’s now swelling fingers, nervousness can be seen on his brown orbs. “Da-Daijoubu?”
The chibi bits his lips, trying to stop his crystal tears to fall down. It hurt him that much. His clumsiness harmed him. A cute pout was formed while he shook his head, “atsui…” he whispered. Yamada got more worried so without thinking he unexpectedly kissed Chinen’s swollen fingers gently. Chinen was surprised on the sudden action of the latter, but the older one was much shocked on what he did. He released his hands on his hold when he realized what he had done. And for the third time, his face was once again tinted with a pale red, but he was not alone now as the chibi was blushing hard along with him.
“Go-gomen” He looked down.
Chinen smiled shyly and looked at his hand, “iie. daijoubu yo… and… arigatou.”
Yamada blinked on the chibi’s last word. What was he thankful at? “Ehh?” he looked up, tilting his head a bit.
“It doesn’t hurt anymore. I think it was because of … your kiss.” he smiles cutely at him. “Thanks Yama-chan.”
He was stunned. Was he hearing things right? The love of his life was thanking him for the small thing he did, and what made his heart happier was when he heard him calling him with some cute nickname. “Dou… itashimashite Chinen-kun.”
“Yuri.” he beamed.
“Ehh?”
“Call me Yuri.”
“But, isn’t it-”
“Call me Yuri or else I will not go out with you.”
The taller boy batted his eyelids, not just once nor twice but thrice. He was baffled on what the younger is saying. He hadn’t asked him before, never did ask him for a date because he would become so faint-hearted if the chibi is 5 meters away from him or closer. “You will not go out with me?”
Chinen nodded cheekily at him while his other thumb was rubbing his little blister. Seeing that cute respond of the chibi, Yamada had a bigger blotchy tomato-like shade on his fluffy cheeks. “Eh?”
“I know that you like me.” he smirked, crossing his arms on his chest like he was some kind of a contestant who won a guessing game and so confident that he had knew the answers even before the game started. He moved closer to Yamada and beamed another smile at him. “So now, will you ask me to go out with you?”
He was speechless, nervous, and at the same time dumbfounded. How did this chibi know that thing? Who did tell him that he is crushing on him? Who the hell? Maybe Chinen and he have this lovers’ instinct, even though they are not yet lovers, Chinen could read him instantly. He suddenly believed that Chinen is a sort of vampire, but erase that thought off when he remembered some vampire who met someone who couldn’t read the mind on that person and ended up living with that person and got married. So Chinen Yuri is a human after all, he thought. Yamada was getting crazy. Really.
“Ha-how did yo--”But before he could finished his query, Chinen had cut him, “You’re pretty obvious you know. You are always looking at me, and most of the time…” he tiptoed as he reached Yamada’s flushing cheeks. “…blushing.”
A family of butterfly started flying on his stomach. He never thought that his chibi could be this naughty. His teasing was far enough and his ‘little flirting’ was kinda surprising, for him.
“But I still want to hear it from you.” he said, patting Yamada on his shoulder. “Do you really like me, or I was just imagining things?”
Oh shit. Yamada was trembling all over, his heart was thumping much harder, much louder, he was sweating like he has been stranded in a hot dessert and has been exposed to the sun for how many hours. He wanted to melt, he was really embarrassed. He was stunned on his place, didn’t know what to say. “I… I” he paused.
“Hmm” he inched closer, moving his face closer too, having a better look on Yamada’s handsome face. Yamada let a heavy sigh just to lessen the pressure he was having. Why was it so hard for him to confess? He only has 3 words to say.
“I… I like you Chii.” eyes locked on him, disregarding how red he might be infront on the chibi. “I like you.” he repeated, shutting his eyes for embarrassment. He wanted to run to the bathroom and splash his self with a pale of water. He heard the chibi giggled, those cute laughter of him, he wants to be thawed. Not so long, he slowly opened his eyes and nervously laughed.
“Do you feel the same?” he asked out of the blue while Chinen stared at him with those playful eyes and hummed a cute ‘Hmmm’ again. Yamada rubbed his head for the foolish question he threw.
“Let’s see. If you’ll ask me out, maybe something might develop ne?”
The chance of going out on a date with Chinen Yuri is already there, slapping Yamada Ryosuke on his pretty face. Of course he would grab that chance, but it was not on the way he wanted it to be. Who's to blame? It is him. Never did he become brave to ask him for one. He couldn't even ask for his number.
“Would you say yes if I will ask you?”
A nod served to be the squirrel's answer plus a wide sweet smile that melted the other guy.
Yamada's heart was thumping so hard. It was like there was a horse running inside his heart that caused the noise and the thumping, and if that horse would battle with his heart on a race, for sure his heart would win for Pete's sake.
After 5 minutes, everyone went back to the kitchen to check their cakes. Everyone did very well and all of the cakes look like cake, nothing looked like a trash or some appetizer for monster. Chinen's group is so proud of their work as their cake got the highest remark from their teacher. Being so overjoyed, the 4 students had a group hug. Jingi hugged Umika which was according to him was just a brother-sister hug, while the other two boys were a bit startled when their skins touched each other. There was a pause. And when their chests met, their hearts also met, both beating at the same time. Yamada was the first to pull back, a strawberry-shade tainted his chubby cheeks.
“T-thank you for your hard work. Y-you really are the best leader.” he said softly, a bit nervous. They had taste the cake they made and it had send him to cloud nine but after they unconsciously hugged each other due to utter happiness he wanted to taste Chinen too. He knows that that kid is much tastier and sweeter than any cakes they would offer.
The squirrel slowly shook his small but full of knowledge head, “iya... i hadn't really helped a lot. It's all because of you, you're so skillful... and for teaching us.” he smiled once again, “and thank you again for curing my finger.”
“ehem” Jingi cleared his throat, cutting the moment the two was having. “Better eat now before I finish all of the strawberries.”
“Hey! Save some from me, don't be gluttonous!” he groaned as everyone laughed on Yamada's cuteness.
******
As they were having their last subject for that day, Yamada's feelings were all mixed up. He was excited and nervous at the same time. He was excited because within just a little bit minute, he could now take his princess on a date, on a impromptu date, he didn't have any plans to where they would go, what they would eat and what they would talk about; he was still lucky that he brought some excess money, he doesn't need to worry about the after bill. And yet he was nervous, since he was not prepared for something like that, he might mess up with everything. He was afraid that Chinen might not see him as cool guy, though Chinen wouldn't mind it all, but that would be impossible, since he was born cool.
The bell rang, the classes were over. “Kiritsu...” Chinen lead, as the whole class stood up and thanked their teacher, “domo arigatou gozaimashita.”
The students left their classroom after their teacher did; Yamada got the eraser and started cleaning up the board, a single drop of sweat suddenly formed on his temple.
He heard someone chuckled so cutely, “w-what's funny?” he asked, frowning, while he felt like melting again when he saw the angel-like creature chuckling on his side.
“You know, you can use a chair if you can't reach that. Sensei wa tottemo takai darou?” he laughed.
“Huh? I won't be needing that.” he looked away, not that he got angry on what the chibi said, he was just trying to hide his cheeks that were starting to flush again. “I can do this alone.” he jumped as he tried to reach the words that were written on the uppermost part of the board. He wanted to curse their teacher for being so damn tall.
“Alone? So, do you want me to leave now? Hmm...?” he moved closer to Yamada, behind him.
“It's not -- ohhh!” Yamada was too busy cleaning the board that he didn't notice the squirrel coming closer behind him, he nearly got knock on into the chibi. “That's dangerous!”
Chinen attacked him with his powerful pout, “Gomen.”
The taller boy breathed in, “maa maa, ikou ka?” he smiled, making him feel that what he did was not really a big topic to discuss. He knows that Chinen is a bit sensitive.
The chibi nodded and smiled back. “Un.”
The two left their little sanctuary quietly. No one dared to start a conversation. Yamada was tense while Chinen was trying not to lose his patient on the behaviour of the older one. But soon he gave up; the silence had annoyed him so much,
“Would you at least hold my hand?” he began, giving Yamada his small hand.
“Eh?” he really looked so stupid at that time. He should not waste the chance that was given to him. It might not be repeated again. That might be their first and last date if he wouldn't act normally.
“I know you are shy... but let me feel that we are actually dating. If you still cannot then just think of me as your pet.” his cheeks were puffed. If only Yamada is not that handsome, Chinen would have walked off going home, seriously, he was getting bored.
“I-I'm sorry. I... Boku... am... I am really nervous...” he looked at Chinen as the chibi looked back. And as for the first time, he did it. He did lock his eyes upon Chinen's not looking away. For the first time, he could tell Chinen on his beautiful brown orbs that he is seriously in love with him, and also for the first time, he could read on Chinen's eyes that he is loved by him back.
For the first time, their small hands intertwined. Fingers all locked; doesn't want to let go on each others' hold.
A warm feeling.
A warm feeling running through their cheeks.
Hearts skipping hundreds of beat.
“Want something to eat?” finally, Yamada could act normally infront of his angel. The shakings were gone, same with his nervousness, they were all gone. It was when he held Chinen's hand, he felt that he was holding on his everything, that whatever he does would appear right, and even if he failed, there would always be the angel of his that would tell him that it's alright; that with a simple smile, every wrong would be forgotten and forgiven.
Chinen shook his head, “we have just eaten on school. I'm still full.” he rubbed his stomach. “But if Ryosuke is still hungry, I’ll just watch you while you eat.”
Ryosuke
Hearing the squirrel called him by his first name sent him in an infinite cloud nine. He doesn't care if Chinen is being overfamiliar, he doesn't really mind since it is Chinen who he wants to be his partner anyway. It is Chinen Yuri who he wants to marry anyway.
“Ryosuke?” he called when he noticed that Yamada was spacing out. “What's wrong? Don't you want me to call you that way?Then I'll call you as Yama-chan again.”
“Chigau.” he protested swiftly. “You can call me anything you want. Call me Ryosuke, Ryo, anything you want. Even if you call me pig, stupid, idiot, I wouldn't mind.”
Chinen laughed, his cheeks were vibrating so cutely. “Why should I call you that? Those aren't your name. And Ryosuke is not a pig, you are not chubby anymore.”
“Sou yo.” he laughed too. “Well, in case you want to call me that, you know that it's fine for me... So since you don't want to eat, how about going in a park?”
“That sounds fun!” he agreed.
Yamada's hold gets tighter as he moved closer on Chinen's side. He was indeed happy, for somehow he could feel that Chinen is his property.
They went to the nearest park in their school. The scenery was very beautiful; birds flying freely, the sky were on its perfect shade of blue, the surrounding was clean. And the presence of Yamada and Chinen made the park to be prettier; two boys who are about to have a new beginning in their lives, where an innocent and pure love was about to sprout.
“kirei~ ' Chinen was amazed on how the clouds drifted on the blue sky. They were lying on the green grass with their school bags as their pillows. “That one looks like an ichigo... oishii sou” he stretched up his hand, pointing to a certain cloud.
“doko?” he looked up on where the chibi was pointing at. “And I thought you weren't hungry.”
“I am not. Ne Ryosuke can't you see it?”
Yamada shook his head, “I couldn't really see it... gomen ne.” he looked at Chinen to see his reaction, he smiled as he saw him pouting again. Seeing those lips pouting in front of him were giving him the urge to taste them, know how do they taste, how soft they are, and he wanted to know if Chinen will kiss him back if he do so. “Cause probably, wherever I look at, all I could see is you ... your pretty face, everything about you.”
“When did you ever learn to do a sweet talk? You couldn't even speak properly earlier as what I remember so far...” he retorted, holding his cheeks, his now redden cheeks that he was trying to hide from his prince.
Yamada stirred on his side, facing him, putting his hands above Chinen's hands. “Now you know the feeling when I'm blushing.” he chuckles.
“Who said I'm blush-”
He didn't finish what he was about to say when he felt a warm pair of lips that landed on his. It was sweet and simple. His eyes grew big, that was really unexpected but he wants to last it forever.
Yamada pulled out from their first kiss, distancing his face just a few centimeters away from the squirrel. He wanted to see if Chinen would get mad after, if he would be slapped or if Chinen would ask for more. But because Chinen was in a big bewilderment, he couldn't utter any words.
“Now you're blushing harder.” Yamada whispered, caressing the burning cheeks of Chinen.
“sahsfhshf.sfjshfskd!!!” Chinen tried to say something but he didn't know what's wrong with him that he couldn't say it clearly.
Yamada chuckled, “what?”
He pouted, the blotchy shade on his cheeks were getting brighter, “wa-why did you do that?!” he eluded a look.
“Why? Didn't you like it?” the disappointment could be traced on Yamada's voice. Maybe the thought that Chinen likes him too was wrong. He stirred on his previous position and then sprang to sit. “I'm sorry...” he bowed, biting his lower lip. He could still taste Chinen's sweet lips on his.
Chinen blinked, making sure if Yamada really left above him. He was not sure if his question sounded hurtful for Yamada. He just wanted to know why he kissed him. He wasn't even sure if that kiss was sincere, since, the moment their lips met, he had lost his soul. He sprang up too, and held Yamada on his arm.
“Ryosuke ... do you really love me?”
Even he himself is so sure that the older boy is indeed in love with him, he still wanted to hear Yamada say it to him, hear him say he loves him all over again. He wants to graduate in high school having Yamada Ryosuke on his side. Because he knows, once they graduate they might lose anything they made from the start, their friends might forget him when the years go by. And he doesn't want those things to happen. He doesn't want to leave Yamada Ryosuke.
Yamada stared at him, sincerely. He grabbed his hand that was holding his arm and put it on his chest to where his heart is, “I love you Chinen Yuri. I love you... Forever.”
“Ryosuke...”he was happy. He just heard everything right, everything that he wanted to hear. He wanted to kiss him again, taste those lips again and let Yamada take him on a cloud nine with him. He wanted to jump on him and kiss him until he gets tired. “Just… warn me when forever starts to end.”
“Yuri, forever will never end, as much as I love you, it will never end. Yuri,I love you so much.” he gently stroked the chibi's hair as he rested his forehead onto Chinen's. “Now let me ask you the same question, 'do you love me?'”
Chinen slid his hand from Yamada's chest to its neck; while the other one touched the latter's cheek. “I love you too, Ryosuke.” he uttered softly as he pressed his lips on the older one's lips knowing they both own each other now.
-- おわり --
yahoooooo!!!
I'm so happy it didn't turn to be angst. This one should be an angsty one, because I started typing this story when the YJ picture together in a blanket spread out.
The title was different actually.
But seeing tons of YamaChii pictures lately convinced me to change the ending of the story. Yukito should be included on the story and Chinen will die. Ah, I will not tell you everything regarding that because I might write it one of these days… or maybe I might use that as a sequel for this. Do you still want me to write a sequel for this????? >:P
To my co-writers, I wanna say Sorry to all of you if I haven't been commenting on your fic. But please remember that I'm always reading your stories, and I don't want to miss anything especially those chaptered fic.
I'm talking to these people, to these great writers~
ai-chan/ ai_no_messeji
rei-chan/hwangtinglee
asty-chan/ hikarichan92
yuu-chan/ chibicorvus
My comments will be like mushrooms from now on. Heheh. Please don't forget me until I get back. I am not sure when will I become not busy though.
I miss talking to everyone.
Spread YamaChii love!!!
I have another story on mind. Just not sure when will I start working on it. Do you want me to make it bit angst? *gets punched by Yamada*
Please leave a comment if you can.
Even just “...“ is fine for me. XD
And in case you have forgotten who am I... I’m nodoka ... who made a pregnant Chinen possible, but the baby wasn’t Yukito, the name was Kiseki… because a baby for YamaChii is a miracle, deshou~
Eh, you're not familiar with that?
*cuts wrist*
Just kidding!
I don't know why I'm hyper xD