WARNING!
NEVER EVER, EVEEER FALL IN LOVE!
getting to know you was the best experience of my life, trying to let you go is by far the worst. i hate letting people or things consume my life, but everytime i think i'm over you, i fall right back in. i think of all the problems in the world, and realize that me getting over you is about equal to a leaf falling off a tree. to me it feels like a fucking meteor smashing into the earth and wiping out all life. dramatic? yes.
i just dont know what to do. i try to distract myself, but all roads seem to lead back to your preverbial door. and when i get there i find myself banging and banging, just hoping for a response. yet, when you come back to me i feel the need to be "strong" and not show you how much i really do love and care about you. i just tell you how we really shouldn't be seeing each other. bullshit. all of it.
i know that there is no way i can be with you right now. there is way too much between us. i dont know what i want. that is probably the root of the problem. i hate people who do this, but now at least i can understand where they are coming from. maybe that is one good thing that has come of this. im so thankful that i got to know you and have an intimate relationship with you for so long. i hope that you stay in my life for a long time, but that somehow we can stop hurting each other. we both know that we are worth more than how we treat each other.
i apologize to all who hate dramatic entries, but no one is forcing you to read this, so stop complaining.
getting to know you was the best experience of my life, trying to let you go is by far the worst. i hate letting people or things consume my life, but everytime i think i'm over you, i fall right back in. i think of all the problems in the world, and realize that me getting over you is about equal to a leaf falling off a tree. to me it feels like a fucking meteor smashing into the earth and wiping out all life. dramatic? yes.
i just dont know what to do. i try to distract myself, but all roads seem to lead back to your preverbial door. and when i get there i find myself banging and banging, just hoping for a response. yet, when you come back to me i feel the need to be "strong" and not show you how much i really do love and care about you. i just tell you how we really shouldn't be seeing each other. bullshit. all of it.
i know that there is no way i can be with you right now. there is way too much between us. i dont know what i want. that is probably the root of the problem. i hate people who do this, but now at least i can understand where they are coming from. maybe that is one good thing that has come of this. im so thankful that i got to know you and have an intimate relationship with you for so long. i hope that you stay in my life for a long time, but that somehow we can stop hurting each other. we both know that we are worth more than how we treat each other.
i apologize to all who hate dramatic entries, but no one is forcing you to read this, so stop complaining.