Ugh
So...today is a sucky day. I called to talk to Mom and Dom and talked to Mom..and she told me that apparently she isn't even going to come down here. Even though I bought her tickets and everything...she's worried about not being able to afford to get back to Hawaii from here because it's so much more expensive and she wants to be back there before June because that is when school starts out there.
I understand that she's worried about Dom's education and I understand she's concerned she wont be able to make it alone if she moves somewhere else. But..it's still so stupid. As much as I might bash on Texas, it is a place that has a lot of opportunity and jobs and it's cost of living is super low. I think she could make it here and I think she'd be happier and I'd get to see her and Dom and things would work out. But instead she's going back to Hawaii..where I can't even skype her because her internet connection is so crappy.
I feel like she's just trying to sequester herself away..and it hurts, she's my best friend and I'm just..broken over this. I know she is doing what she thinks is best and who am I to tell her otherwise? But it just seems like such a HUGE mistake to me..ugh.
I don't know when I'll get to see her in person again and we had all these fun plans and stuff and now it's just..out the window, gone. With everything else going on in my life I just feel like I'm being abandoned by everyone I care about.
God I'm just so sick of this...
I understand that she's worried about Dom's education and I understand she's concerned she wont be able to make it alone if she moves somewhere else. But..it's still so stupid. As much as I might bash on Texas, it is a place that has a lot of opportunity and jobs and it's cost of living is super low. I think she could make it here and I think she'd be happier and I'd get to see her and Dom and things would work out. But instead she's going back to Hawaii..where I can't even skype her because her internet connection is so crappy.
I feel like she's just trying to sequester herself away..and it hurts, she's my best friend and I'm just..broken over this. I know she is doing what she thinks is best and who am I to tell her otherwise? But it just seems like such a HUGE mistake to me..ugh.
I don't know when I'll get to see her in person again and we had all these fun plans and stuff and now it's just..out the window, gone. With everything else going on in my life I just feel like I'm being abandoned by everyone I care about.
God I'm just so sick of this...