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so im very aware that theres like.....5 of you out there that would actually see this post, and even less that will see it, but im going to give it a try anyway.
So everything is awful, since january ive been having seizures, 2 of them being really major. Since then no doctors have been able to figure out WHY. The results of the advent of having seizures is as following; no driving, no excessive exertion, and pretty much a general decrease of anything, those 3 pack a punch you might not comprehend. Hours a day minimum are spent being dizzy, medication helps with the seizures but they do nothing for the dizziness and even add to it, additionally they make things kinda foggy, which is one of the worst parts of it all.
The combination of not driving/not working is virtually eliminated a social life because gasoline prices are exorbitantly high. Me not seeing anyone for long periods of time = crappiness. ...crappiness, hows THAT for a watered down expletive. it's all very discouraging and leaves me with no energy of any sort, and effects me spiritually because i end up staying home alot and missing meetings. missing meetings = indirect suicide.
so yeah this post is pretty vague, i never could get used to this posting business.
and now i shall relax and try to enjoy the solitude