Something I found myself writing in class today.

[nobleryan]

I'm no poet
and I know it
but a part
of my heart
will always be with her.
There's no escape
from the choices I made
and they'll be with me forever.
I'm wondering how
it's gonna work out
and still I long for her.
I don't get my wish
I get told "go fish"
but I still want to be with her.
I don't know that
it's the only way
but I know how I feel about her.
I can't escape the way she feels
I can't make it real.
There's the torture, the pain
of the unattainable.
I wish I could have her for myself
I wish for my mental health
I wish for other things;
"I wish, I wish" my heart sings.
I can't get my wish
I get told "go fish".
So here I am, in the pond of life
Still wishin, still fishin.
Maybe I'll get one.