2012, the best year ever
i know the entries of the past year were quite negative with a few positives here and there, and this year has been mostly the contrary. i got permanent residency, promoted in my job which mean a better work schedule, i will go home and attend the wedding of my brother and spend christmas with the love and warmth of my family... but what has made this year the most special, i must say is the meeting of Ruben Claudio. april 28th will go down as one of the most incredible days of 2012, because i met my Ruben Claudio. we have been together as a couple for over 6 months now. i cant say it was love at first sight, to be honest i didnt really give him much thought the night we much... i dont what it was about him, but wow! i love him. i have a relationship with him that i have never experienced before. there is such care between the two of us, and such a level of comfort. he makes me feel really safe and warm, yet we laugh all the time. he has not done a single thing to cause me pain. sometimes i feel bad because i question him based on my terrible past with guys, but he has never acted in a manner negatively towards me and i am so thankful for that. what makes me laugh so much is that he told me just this week that i am not a romantic. i think i am one of the most hopeful romantic girls ever... i just choose to hide it from him as much as possible with the fear of coming on too strong and scaring him and running him off. but to be honest, i think he might just be the love of my life. its like each moment and each situation was just building to the point in which we crossed each other's path. he is currently in the states and i, here in his apartment, and it is making me reflect on how much he really means to me. next month i will be absent from him for 3 weeks as i venture home (as i mentioned before) for the brother's wedding and christmas, but all the while, i am sure i will be thinking of him, wondering what he is up to, and wondering how he would react being in small town alabama with me. I hope this the beginning of the fairy tale i have always dreamed up... the beginning of me truely beginning my life with someone