advice not taken
Most always the most important advice that we should take... it the advice we give to others, but because of stubborness...we refuse to take it. Always my stupid case. I told my friend Joy the exact same advice that I should be following now. I have let 6 months build up and now I have no idea how to confront the situation. But I fear that the fact has now become... that I want a relationship with you, or I would like to distance myself completely from you so that I can move on with my life, and hopefully be able to meet the person who is able to love me in return. Throughout experience in life, I have learned time and time again, that I can love. I can love with all my heart and I would be willing to go to the ends of the earth for that love. Yet... finally I have also learned... that damnit... I deserve that in return. I am not just any girl. I am a catch. I am intelligent, lively, optimistic even in the direst of situationes, caring, hopeful, nurturing, kind, and I'd like to think that I ain't that bad to look at either. So why should I settle for giving my heart to someone, who can't find it within them to give me the same incredible gift in return. So... now I must mustard up the courage to have this conversation with him. I probably already know the outcome... hopefully I am wrong about it. But the sooner I know, the sooner I am able to start building my life based upon the answer.