This kind of love keeps you up all night.

May 26, 2007 20:54

I know. It's shocking.

Isaac Turner
At home
It's a Saturday night

What kind of CRAZY bizarro world have you slipped into? *sigh* I really don't go out much anymore, which I'm hoping will turn around once the semester is over and everyone has finished their exams and are all in party mode, though people have a tendency to actually go on HOLIDAY during their semester break...how pedestrian. But yes, the amoutn of time I have to myself has manifested it's self in a sort of....3 week plan, I probably won't really go out for another three weeks (except next friday when I go out to Karaoke with Shamini) and i've set myself a set of things that I need to have achieved during that time.

  1. Entirely new outfit
  2. More flexible
  3. New hairstyle
  4. Look really hot, skin wise.
1. I should be starting working soon and 3 weeks should give me enough time to save up enough money for an entire outfit as well as my second birthday present for Vidya, which I think she will be VERY happy with, though i'm hoping you recognize the connection with it once you see it. I tend to remember really small moments that no one else does and they seem special to me, so buying a present based on such a small moment might be a little riske, but I'm sure Vidya is art student enough to recognize.... she better...

2. Now this is more of a personal thing, I've been really lax about my flexibility lately, I'm really not as flexible as I used to be and my balance leaves alot to be desired. I look at the photos people post on the contortion forum that I'm a member of and I'm like "I could do that if I just trained a little bit harder". So I want to start practicing every night, just for an hour or so, plus it should help with general fitness, I know I'm skinny but, being a gay and a little vain, I'd like a little muscle definition....and before i can get that I need a little muscle. Oh and i told Ben that the next time we hook up I wanted to try making out with him with one leg over his shoulder.... I've seen it in movies and it looks hot....though I have NO idea how iIm going to practice that...

3. Also with the beginning to work I can FINALLY book an appointment with the lesbian hairdressers of Southlands and get them to make me look hot, I've always wanted to go somewhere at least a little trendy, a nice place where they actually know what looks good on a person rather than just doing what you ask for, I wanna look really hot and I barely do anything with my hair....

4. I'm very self conscious about my skin, it's what i think is my biggest flaw, and I really wanna have something resembling normal skin, my whole family has a really bad history of acne and i've probably gotten off the lightest because I do the whole "cleanse, tone, moisturize" law that all gays must follow...lest they die a horrible skin related death. So yes, i wanna do something drastic about my skin... maybe a little down the track try out that laser treatment shit...the future is here bitches!

And yes, i think i've thoroughly laid all the main proponants of my 3 week plan, work my arse off, earn heaps of money, buy lots of clothes (and SHOES!!!! I MUST HAVE POINTY BOOTS! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!) and at night flex it up, hell i think i'm going to go and flex it up right now, while watching Psycho beach Party....seriously, it's a depressing Saturday night.

I need to find some friends who i can just invite over to hang out with...or go out for a late night drive.... which I have developed quite a liking for after participating in one last Friday, but I shant talk of it, it would only make me more depressed over how bored and alone i am on this Saturday night.

And now I go, buenos noches.
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