livejournal brings out the emo in the best of us
not that i'm the best of us. haha. here we go!
no, just stuff was good and happening before the ap, i was doing stuff all the time and i had some kind of a rough plan for what to do, i had places to be and stuff to get done. now im back to being a lazy lump and not doing anything i want to because the lure of nothing is so great.
i'm 16 and giving myself diabetes, i'm turning my social life into last years, even in some ways worse, and nothings changing. yeah i think about things and get new perspectives, but im still dealing with the same issues ive been wanting to fix since september, even things ive wanted to accomplish my entire life. i'm going nowhere, i cant find any balance. i'm such a fuckhole, i wont get off my ass to do something that will make me happy so i sit here and complain about nothing to people who dont need to hear this kind of crap.
whatever.
no, just stuff was good and happening before the ap, i was doing stuff all the time and i had some kind of a rough plan for what to do, i had places to be and stuff to get done. now im back to being a lazy lump and not doing anything i want to because the lure of nothing is so great.
i'm 16 and giving myself diabetes, i'm turning my social life into last years, even in some ways worse, and nothings changing. yeah i think about things and get new perspectives, but im still dealing with the same issues ive been wanting to fix since september, even things ive wanted to accomplish my entire life. i'm going nowhere, i cant find any balance. i'm such a fuckhole, i wont get off my ass to do something that will make me happy so i sit here and complain about nothing to people who dont need to hear this kind of crap.
whatever.