Jun 10, 2007 12:49
so the ncsy convention was, what, 2 weeks ago?
it was weird, every other convention i've been to left me so depressed and upset on my return home, but this convention was a lot different.
going in just felt like coming home. it all felt so good. leaving didn't feel like an end to anything, it didn't feel like, "now the convention is over, time to go back to the same old lame poo of albany high". i was worried about it at first, that maybe i wasn't having a good enough time at the convention or something insane like that, but as time has gone by, i've realized i havn't gone back to the same old poo i left. this convention really stuck with me.
sophomore year has pretty much been a long road back undoing everything bad i did last year. pretty ballsack. for the longest time i've felt like i've returned, that i've been myself again, and i have been, except for the outgoing confidence and positive attitude that was a principle part of who i was. ncsy brought that back in me, and i feel absolutely amazing.
too bad confidence tends to make me content. i feel like this is different, though. this confidence is different.
& hey, whats everybody up to this summer??
be well, stay fly,
shoomie