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So i got home last friday night and felt like typinh something, this is what came out:
Ah life is being too damn good for me at the moment, and I’m loving every minute of it.
Right now I’m in a very happy mood, does it show?
Just came back from watching Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow with Adam #4, we both highly enjoyed the movie.
Though after such a lovely night it was funny to see one of the girls from years ago in high school on the bus ride home. She was part of the trio that began hating me for no damn reason. Well although I got a bit of revenge awhile back. I do get to laugh. This on in particular was the “hot” one in our little group; at a young age I will fully admit she looked good. She had the cute face and a decent body for a 15 year old. Hell at that point she had more curves then I’ve had ever. She was often compared to JLo (mind you well before she was called Jlo), yes she was a far younger version, but being Latino and having a body it nearly fit. Well to a degree I did envy her (though I did feel good when she once got one of my rejects…and never knowing that it was), she got all the boys, and usually decent ones too. Where as I was to sit idly by and watch, me being the geeky of the crew, glasses, short, and well no sense of style.
Well now I get to laugh a bit, for after having such a wonderful night out with my boy I was happy and smily as would be expected. Where as she….well wasn’t. And that body that she had? Yeah it kept growing…fuck yeah I can be shallow and say she got fat, hell those three years were a direct influence to me having a totally deflated ego for years and friendless for a good several months (which can be ages in high school), hell life sucked ass because of these girls, even I would cry at times. Anyhow, I didn’t even realized who she was until I was swearing to myself that the guy beside her looked familiar, it was her boyfriend, hell can’t believe she’s had that guy for going on three years now (now I can honestly say here good for her), I digress, she doesn’t look happy and barely the same. And this made me feel good.
What helped me out more was after being the lonely kid for so long, without boyfriends until years after the trio began to blacklist me, I had several guys hit on me. Yeah I know bad, and fuck no to me every agreeing to giving my number to any of them (w/ or w/o Adam #4), but really, if she still is as much of a girl as I remember she’s jealous. So tonight, it was funny and it made me feel a hell of a lot better after all these years. And although I’m not sure, they could have seem me with Adam #4 with out sweet kisses goodbye, that would make me feel better, ‘cause hell he is far better looking that her beau.
I can be shallow sometimes dammit!!!
Ah life is being too damn good for me at the moment, and I’m loving every minute of it.
Right now I’m in a very happy mood, does it show?
Just came back from watching Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow with Adam #4, we both highly enjoyed the movie.
Though after such a lovely night it was funny to see one of the girls from years ago in high school on the bus ride home. She was part of the trio that began hating me for no damn reason. Well although I got a bit of revenge awhile back. I do get to laugh. This on in particular was the “hot” one in our little group; at a young age I will fully admit she looked good. She had the cute face and a decent body for a 15 year old. Hell at that point she had more curves then I’ve had ever. She was often compared to JLo (mind you well before she was called Jlo), yes she was a far younger version, but being Latino and having a body it nearly fit. Well to a degree I did envy her (though I did feel good when she once got one of my rejects…and never knowing that it was), she got all the boys, and usually decent ones too. Where as I was to sit idly by and watch, me being the geeky of the crew, glasses, short, and well no sense of style.
Well now I get to laugh a bit, for after having such a wonderful night out with my boy I was happy and smily as would be expected. Where as she….well wasn’t. And that body that she had? Yeah it kept growing…fuck yeah I can be shallow and say she got fat, hell those three years were a direct influence to me having a totally deflated ego for years and friendless for a good several months (which can be ages in high school), hell life sucked ass because of these girls, even I would cry at times. Anyhow, I didn’t even realized who she was until I was swearing to myself that the guy beside her looked familiar, it was her boyfriend, hell can’t believe she’s had that guy for going on three years now (now I can honestly say here good for her), I digress, she doesn’t look happy and barely the same. And this made me feel good.
What helped me out more was after being the lonely kid for so long, without boyfriends until years after the trio began to blacklist me, I had several guys hit on me. Yeah I know bad, and fuck no to me every agreeing to giving my number to any of them (w/ or w/o Adam #4), but really, if she still is as much of a girl as I remember she’s jealous. So tonight, it was funny and it made me feel a hell of a lot better after all these years. And although I’m not sure, they could have seem me with Adam #4 with out sweet kisses goodbye, that would make me feel better, ‘cause hell he is far better looking that her beau.
I can be shallow sometimes dammit!!!