don't pay no mind to what other people say
My birthday was just as lame as I expected it would be. I got the GPS that I wanted. But now I realize that what I really want in my heart is for all the complications to go away. I'm scared, and I hate admitting it. I keep saying that I'm ready to be honest, but the truth is, I'm ready to just have all my problems go away, and I know that this isn't going to do that. Still, it's something I have to do. No matter how much it hurts and no matter how terrifying it is, I need to do this. This is the biggest step toward accepting who I am. I just wish I had more to gain from this.