"unimaginably perverse and demented"

[no_more_tears_]

sooooooo its been awhile..ok maybe not..hmm yesterday i saw aj! which was totally most definately shindigenously beautiful..he came here earlyish and then we went to canobie lake PARK! and then back here and then we saw the village (which had a horrible ending but was pretty good otherwise) and then i took him home and started to feel sick..pooey..but aj made it all better so i got happy n then i got really really really sad cuz he hadda go..so i started reading "the long hard road out of hell" (which is the autobio about marilyn manson) last night..and im already like half way done..n lemme tell you i DO NOT read so its most definately a good book..read it even if youre not a fan..its :uimaginably perverse and demented" and "amusing...lots of sex, bondage, drugs, intrigue, and mental decay"..all those things near and dear to our hearts..and stoday sucked..work..i was supposed to do breaks like normal but stupid jen called in cuz she had no ride n i hadda take over for her at pool..then at davinchis dream [for those of you not familiar..it bites] and then back to pool..earlier though i almost passed out..again..so off to first aid!..again..blarmey..what an exciting story..but hey i got to hang out w. little miss quadros so hurrah for me!..

i dont want you and i dont need you
dont bother to resist, ill beat you
its not your fault that youre always wrong
the weak ones are there to justify the strong
^marilyn manson