all i ever do is complain..?..

[no_more_tears_]

so yesterday i went to the mall w. my mom n sister to get school shit..o lemme tell you it SUCKED more than "if you so gangsta"..yea my sis thinks everything is about her on her days off..so she totally flipped just because i asked why we cant wear swooshes on our shoes for ap..and said i "complain all the time" and its her "one day off" and i "ruined it"..all because of a swoosh..who wouldve guessed..so yea i kinda vented to aj last night which was definately something i needed to do..but my family thinks im gothic..im just me..my sis is a bitch to me..but shes going to college soon..and my parents loooove to joke about pulling me outta austin..yes..my family bites sometimes..they wanna go to london for xmas this year :(..which i dont agree w..but my dad n his mom dont really get along..at all..so he says we wouldnt be going there anyways..im really starting to miss my cousin now..its been over a year since ive seen him..i wanna say its his loss cuz its his fault..but i really do miss him for some reason..pretty much it seems like none of my family gets along and it looks like im not gunna see my dads side for a while..i think im just gunna stop talking at all for a while..theyll have no reason to get mad at me if i dont say anything stupid i guess..i talked to my mom and dad a while ago n i told them everything that makes me really upset..and they continue to do those things so fuck that..ill stop complaining now though..but answer me this:

arent your family members supposed to be the least judgemental and the most supportive ones in your life?