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[ex_lovesbitc93]

I opened my eyes slowly and found myself staring into a darkened room…my sitting room. My first feeling was one of confusion…

Why was I on the couch? Had I fallen asleep?

But then a throbbing in my jaw - a really painful throbbing at that - reminded me about my little excursion with the troops and not to mention running into Mr broody pants

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[magick_goddess]

I could feel the desire rolling off of him in waves. Something I've never felt this intensely before. I started to worry for a moment about the baby and if with it being 'special' and all if we should be doing this, not so much that it would hurt him or her but because the baby seemed so aware.

Spike slipped his fingers between my thighs and all worry stopped, being replaced with desire and need for him. I reached between us and wrapped my hand around him, touching his skin and teasing him just a bit. I couldn't help but blush when he groaned and I could feel how much he wanted this.

“I’m not going to…hurt anything being on top of you like this, am I?Shaking my head I wrapped my leg around his waist, arching to him and silently begging him to be inside me. "No...promise. Nothing we do will hurt the baby...but if you don't...I swear I'm going to burst into flames

[ex_lovesbitc93]

I loved the feeling of her small soft hands on me, always had; how they were sometimes tentative and sometimes just bloody bold and I couldn’t wait ‘til she was better and I wouldn’t feel so bad about letting her take the lead. Right now though I just wanted to please her. Yeah all right, I wanted to please me too…but it was always her first. Funny how easy it was…

She arched into me deliciously when I slid into her and wrapped herself around me. God she was so responsive. I bloody loved that about her.

"I love you, oh goddess...Spike...Love you...forever..."

“Love you too,” I panted softly against her neck, my heart speeding up as I quickened my pace inside her. I could already feel that tight, warm knot of excitement twisting and tightening in my gut and I knew she was there with me.

“Forever and a day, love,” I affirmed, pushing myself up so I could look at her as I moved inside her. So beautiful...and mine I thought possessively. And the thought only drove me closer to the edge, but it was going to be ladies first tonight…I

[magick_goddess]

My back arched and I drug my nails down his shoulders and back, whimpering and moaning for him. I don't know how or when all of this happened but there was a need inside me and it always begged for him.

"Spike..." I gasped, leaning up and kissing his neck and shoulder before laying back and looking up at him, I could feel my body getting closer to the edge of bliss and I knew he was too. "I-I'm..." I bit my lip and moaned softly when his hands tightened in my hair and made me look up at him.

Tightening my legs around his waist I arched up and felt my muscles tighten around him as I started to shake beneath him. My eyes locked with his as I came and seconds later he followed, my legs pulling him closer and deeper into me as we both cried out.

I wrapped his arms around me and held him close, loving the little fact that our child was pressed between us still inside me. A small content sigh escaped my lips an I kissed his shoulder and ran my hands down his back. "I love you..."

[ex_lovesbitc93]

I’d never seen anyone as beautiful as she was when she came. It’s like every worry she ever had melted away for just a moment and she glowed. Between the look of her - and knowing I was the cause of it - and her body clenching around I came, following her over the edge and crying out as she did, our voices mixing in the early morning dimness of the room until we collapsed together, both panting.

"I love you..."“And I love you, kitten,” I breathed into her neck, slowly pulling out of her and rolling onto my back, pulling her with me and wrapping my arms around her. I sighed loudly and chuckled

[magick_goddess]

I sighed contently and rested my head on his chest, laughing when he made mention about the language. "Spike..." I lifted my head up and rested my chin on his chest, my hear and his still pounding from being together. "Just because I don't say it, doesn't mean you don't have to."

Leaning up, I kissed him softly. "A little nap sounds good..." I looked behind me and reached around to pull the blanket over us. "Hmmm...as you would say...I'm feeling totally buggared." I ducked my head down and blushed deep at my own words. "Ok...won't ever, ever say that again."

I sighed softly as he ran his hands through my hair; the mere mention of breakfast made my stomach turn but I knew I had to eat. "Ummm, maybe in a bit. Toast and tea sounds good." I lifted my head to look at him for a moment. "A-are you hungry? I can always go make you something..."

[ex_lovesbitc93]

“Uh, uh,” I said quickly when she offered to make me breakfast. Bloody hell, if there was one thing that annoyed me about this bird it was her constant need to care for others over herself. ‘Course it was on of the things that made me love her too. “Don’t you even think about up and leaving this bed. If anybody’s making breakfast it’ll be me…and ‘sides, think I fancy a nap myself.” I did, too, my headache was coming back with a vengeance. Sometimes, even after all these years I still forgot how important sleep was…and I don’t think being knocked unconscious counted somehow.

I pulled her to me and closed my eyes. “How ‘bout we nap and then I’ll make us both tea and toast, yeah?”

[magick_goddess]

“Don’t you even think about up and leaving this bed. If anybody’s making breakfast it’ll be me…and ‘sides, think I fancy a nap myself.”

I smiled and nodded. "Ok." I closed my eyes and almost like a wave I could feel the pain coming off of him, in a moment I knew that it was because of his headache. "I'll be right back." I murmured, wrapping the sheet around me and slipping out of bed before he could protest.

Opening the medicine cabinet I pulled out a bottle of Advil and grabbed a small cup of water to bring back to the bed. "Here sweetie." I smiled softly and handed it to him.

I watched as he took the Advil and then crawled back into bed with him, wrapping my arms around his waist. "I love you, breakfast...breakfast sounds wonderful." I yawned and nuzzled my nose in his neck.

[ex_lovesbitc93]

"I'll be right back." she murmured and I watched her get up and head to the bathroom. For I minute I was worried she was feeling ill again but then she came back.

With sodding aspirin for me.

I took them silently and snuggled up with her again. It wasn’t that I wasn’t grateful, or didn’t love her more than anything for getting them for me but I just couldn’t stand to have her worrying about me when she was bloody sick herself.

"I love you, breakfast...breakfast sounds wonderful."

I had to agree, but first things first. We needed to talk.

“Tara…look pet, I know you worry about me and I know I can’t stop you, but I’m not having you run around after me and every other sod in this house when you’re feeling so rough yourself,” I felt her stiffen in my arms a little but I kept going. She needed to hear this and she also needed to learn that it was okay for people to take care of her once and a while. “I’m not having a go at you love,” I said gently. “But we’re all big enough and ugly enough to look after ourselves and at the moment

[magick_goddess]

I sighed and sat up in the bed, wrapping the sheet around me before looking back at him to speak. "I...I know that, but..." I couldn't tell him that now certian emotions made me physically ill, I'd never see him and I couldn't bare that