tonight it finally happened

[no_1_can_see_me]

i had a mental breakdown tonight. i think i had a panic attack for about two hours. my entire life i have been a slave to my bipolar mother. she has done a toll on me, i don't know how i made it this far and still have managed to turn out as a half decent human being. i don't know if it is the right decision, but i have decided i need to take mental break from her. i wish it didn't have to be this way, but i just can't anymore mental abuse. which is why i have decided i need to go somewhere. anywhere. one way. and not tell anyone where i'll be. i'll come back when i feel like i have a grasp of myself again. i'll leave asap...

here's to my next adventure.