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this isnt my own life anymore. it doesnt belong to me, it never has. ok God fine. you win.. you can do whatever the fuck you want to do with it. make my parents hate me. go for it. make sure i dont love. go for it. if it floats your boat. i fucking hate this. everything.
making me cry everynight.
that's good way to make me feel loved.
i hate this.
i just want to.. go away. far away. i dont like feeling like this. i've never felt this alone before.. with so many people around me. never this alone. and in the end. it's probably still my fault. this has got to be the worst i've ever felt.
i'm gonna go sleep.. for a really long time..
making me cry everynight.
that's good way to make me feel loved.
i hate this.
i just want to.. go away. far away. i dont like feeling like this. i've never felt this alone before.. with so many people around me. never this alone. and in the end. it's probably still my fault. this has got to be the worst i've ever felt.
i'm gonna go sleep.. for a really long time..