To my best friend on her birthday...
I have like 4 lj entries ( or really just lenghty in depth tales of adventures i've been a part of) and a fanfic ive been meaning to post but never got around to. Like seriously how lazy can i be that there pretty done and could post them all RIGHT NOW, but i likely wont?
or maybe i will and obonxiously call up chelsea and lee and force them to read & comment. :D
What have i been up to you ask?
oh, you didnt ask, fuck it, ill tell you anway!
Um.
i've been....doing absolutely nothing.
Fuck. alright so my life's been kinda dull.
still tragicly unemployed, despite my resume being everywhere within a 30 mile radius of Jersey.
If it wasnt for my weekend trips to Donna's, i dont think i'd have all that much human contact with the outside world or even (in extreme cases) leave the house. unless u count extremely unintrested, stuffy people in the their 30's working retail , asking me pointless hypothetical questions even though im sure theyve already made their minds up on not hiring me, "socializing". sadly, im starting to.But really i spend my days, waiting to hear back from places/going on interviews, then if its nice i read for a bit in the park, maybe buy myself a shake, then i go home to cook dinner and spend absurd amounts of time online working on stories no ones ever going to read. Then i go to sleep and start the cycle all over again.
Yesh!
the tragedy of how real that statement is embarasses me.
But yeah, its part of that ... itch.... to cure my boredom lead me to AnimeNext this year.
Cliff notes;
Bad Crazy idea. lotsa hassle and drama but ended up as another example of me being awesome when the chips were down.
I miss awesome me. lately i really only shine and become the sarcastic ,yet.. i like to think... *charming*, jerk everyone knows and loves, less and less. Or rather, in stituations like A-next , where nobody was aware of all the crap i was going through so i could hide it easier.
I'm so much cooler when you know nothing about me, and the fact that i was *actually* being hit on randomly at the Con only added to my Ego boost. Did i mention i managed to break into the convention, sleep in a hotel, and went home w/ souviner's all without ANY cash in my pocket? Like i said,there's an animenext next entry that explains all my shennaggins, that ill probly only post after lee pokes me repeatedly with a stick.
Speaking of lee.
This weeknd was lovely.
Spent it with the coolest person in ALL THE UNIVERSE and my bestest friend,Leora.
I honestly truely bless my lucky stars that such a wonderful person, not only exists, but she's such a huge part of my life.
I hope she knows just how much i apreciate her, and how i'd go mad if it werent for her sillyness and optimistic view on life.
I'm so proud of all she's done , and just hope that at somepoint things will fall in place for me , so she could see me happy for once.
i'm sure she'll never say it, but it must bug her that my life hasa tendency to collapse every couple of weeks, and she's a saint for putting up with me.
Anyhoo, mushy-ness aside, it was lee's bday and we spent it being awesome.
other than that, ive pretty much covers what ive been up to.
I need to shake things up. Do new things...
i was gona add "go on more batshit random advntures" but i feel like im pushing my luck.
there's probly only so many times i could get away w/ making the sudden decision to go fucking far as heck away , by myself and near pennyless, and actually end up having a great time and making new friends in the process. I mean after the 3rd or 4th time, itll probly end w/ me being in jail in the middle of nowhere'svile.
But i can do other stuff to expand my horizions.
I need books. ive been reading Sandman, its fantastic.
I have like the literary equivilant of penis envy cause i know NOTHING i ever do will ever be as big and powerful and mindblowing as Neil Gaiman's work.
i need new music.
Im loving Kate Nash at the moment, but its like im sick of everything else on my laptop.
I miss my Ipod to peices. im actually considering sending it away to fix since i simply cant afford a new one just yet.
I need new shows to watch True Blood's fucking krazy (i HAVE the GIF of the neck snap scene DO I DARE POST IT FOR LULZ???), and im madly in lust w/ Jessica (i <3 gingers)...but as of saturday's Doctor Who finale (which was kickass) all of my other fandoms are on break and im left with NOTHING to watch on tv.
Maybe ill post the other stuff out of sheer boredom.
Til then,
:D
or maybe i will and obonxiously call up chelsea and lee and force them to read & comment. :D
What have i been up to you ask?
oh, you didnt ask, fuck it, ill tell you anway!
Um.
i've been....doing absolutely nothing.
Fuck. alright so my life's been kinda dull.
still tragicly unemployed, despite my resume being everywhere within a 30 mile radius of Jersey.
If it wasnt for my weekend trips to Donna's, i dont think i'd have all that much human contact with the outside world or even (in extreme cases) leave the house. unless u count extremely unintrested, stuffy people in the their 30's working retail , asking me pointless hypothetical questions even though im sure theyve already made their minds up on not hiring me, "socializing". sadly, im starting to.But really i spend my days, waiting to hear back from places/going on interviews, then if its nice i read for a bit in the park, maybe buy myself a shake, then i go home to cook dinner and spend absurd amounts of time online working on stories no ones ever going to read. Then i go to sleep and start the cycle all over again.
Yesh!
the tragedy of how real that statement is embarasses me.
But yeah, its part of that ... itch.... to cure my boredom lead me to AnimeNext this year.
Cliff notes;
Bad Crazy idea. lotsa hassle and drama but ended up as another example of me being awesome when the chips were down.
I miss awesome me. lately i really only shine and become the sarcastic ,yet.. i like to think... *charming*, jerk everyone knows and loves, less and less. Or rather, in stituations like A-next , where nobody was aware of all the crap i was going through so i could hide it easier.
I'm so much cooler when you know nothing about me, and the fact that i was *actually* being hit on randomly at the Con only added to my Ego boost. Did i mention i managed to break into the convention, sleep in a hotel, and went home w/ souviner's all without ANY cash in my pocket? Like i said,there's an animenext next entry that explains all my shennaggins, that ill probly only post after lee pokes me repeatedly with a stick.
Speaking of lee.
This weeknd was lovely.
Spent it with the coolest person in ALL THE UNIVERSE and my bestest friend,Leora.
I honestly truely bless my lucky stars that such a wonderful person, not only exists, but she's such a huge part of my life.
I hope she knows just how much i apreciate her, and how i'd go mad if it werent for her sillyness and optimistic view on life.
I'm so proud of all she's done , and just hope that at somepoint things will fall in place for me , so she could see me happy for once.
i'm sure she'll never say it, but it must bug her that my life hasa tendency to collapse every couple of weeks, and she's a saint for putting up with me.
Anyhoo, mushy-ness aside, it was lee's bday and we spent it being awesome.
other than that, ive pretty much covers what ive been up to.
I need to shake things up. Do new things...
i was gona add "go on more batshit random advntures" but i feel like im pushing my luck.
there's probly only so many times i could get away w/ making the sudden decision to go fucking far as heck away , by myself and near pennyless, and actually end up having a great time and making new friends in the process. I mean after the 3rd or 4th time, itll probly end w/ me being in jail in the middle of nowhere'svile.
But i can do other stuff to expand my horizions.
I need books. ive been reading Sandman, its fantastic.
I have like the literary equivilant of penis envy cause i know NOTHING i ever do will ever be as big and powerful and mindblowing as Neil Gaiman's work.
i need new music.
Im loving Kate Nash at the moment, but its like im sick of everything else on my laptop.
I miss my Ipod to peices. im actually considering sending it away to fix since i simply cant afford a new one just yet.
I need new shows to watch True Blood's fucking krazy (i HAVE the GIF of the neck snap scene DO I DARE POST IT FOR LULZ???), and im madly in lust w/ Jessica (i <3 gingers)...but as of saturday's Doctor Who finale (which was kickass) all of my other fandoms are on break and im left with NOTHING to watch on tv.
Maybe ill post the other stuff out of sheer boredom.
Til then,
:D