Sep 28, 2006 19:12
Graduate school is a hoax. I'm not learning anything besides how to function on virtually no sleep and some wine. And I already knew how to do that from undergraduate.
I am feeling vaguely hysterical, like I will burst out into an awful fit of the giggles at any provocation at all. There's this review session at 8 for a test on Tuesday that I haven't had time to study for yet. Hooray.
I also haven't had time to do anything athletic for a million years. And by a million years, I mean a week. Also, UM is the third most dangerous campus in the United States of America.
Have I mentioned lately how much I despise the state of Maryland, especially this damn institution?
Can't deal with conformity. I feel and look like total shit right now. It's absolutely depressing.
Actually, right now, I can't deal with coherent thoughts.
I want to take a bottle of wine with me and sit in the back drinking it. A nalgene of vodka and OJ doesn't sound so psychotic right now, which is a little scary when you think about how this relates to the part of my brain that is supposed to be in charge of making good decisions.
Man, I miss NYC.