May 23, 2005 16:45
I hate my life, I wish I was never born. Then I wouldn't ever have to worry about hurting the ones I care and love so much. I sit here trying to keep from hurting them and all I end up doing is hurting them even more. I hate my life, I hate the way everyone treats me. They act all nice to me in front of my face but soon as I'm gone it's nothing but bad things about me. Even my friends and my family do this. Everyone I have known.
All I wanted to do was have a normal life, find the girl of my dreams and make her happy. I can't even do that I can't even keep from hurting her. I try my hardest not to but I end up doing it anyways.
I hate my life and I will be glad when it is over.