Oct 26, 2005 21:57
you know what i miss...? I miss it all... every part of it. It still hurts, but i think a lot of people think that im alright. NEWS FLASH: it hurts like hell. I feel better when we talk. I dont know why. Its weird i feel like i can talk to him for hours. if i didnt have school in the morning i would be on the computer 24/7.... i dont know what has gotten into me. Lately i have been in an extremely good mood. everything is going good. But tonight something just clicked and all of asudden i wanted to start crying. Like i had a feeling of heartache.. I hate that feeling. whatever. I cant wait for this weekend. Its going be unbelievably CRAZY.... dont ask me what im doing yet because i will tell you sunday night!!!!!!!