Jun 25, 2005 23:35
im not gunna find anohter person....i was just mad but i need a change and i need one to happen fast or there is gunna be a major problem i cant go on like this......im losin it and i dont think abby is the best thing for me right now......i mean i pour all my heart and love into her and what do i get in return....she stays the night at ryans house and tries to lie to me about it......i am mixed with emotion....cuz i dont wanna yell at her, i love her, and i dont wanna fight with her cuz i love her......but i need her to understand what this shit feels like......it sux