Jun 25, 2005 19:32
ok well i wasnt mad until i learned that abby got drunk went to a party with ryan lloyd then went to another party with ryan lloyd and flirted with my friend dan hammerberg..........he better not of tried top hook up with my girlfriend or its gunna be over.............for him and her........i dont kno what i am gunna do
she slept with ryan lloyd in his bedroom after i freaked out that she was even over there god she pisses me off.....i dont kno what to do about this cuz i dont wanna freakout but what can i do about it ya kno its kinda hard not to..........i love her but i dont undertstand how she expects me to be with her after the shit she pulled.......im so mad and when she told mia to tell me she stayed at thereseas house, that seems a little fishy......i mean yea she told me the truth but whos to say that she didnt just tell me that she stayed at ryans to make her sound honest so i wouldnt suspect ne thing else..........well i do suspect somethin else and i need proof that she didntdo ne thing else.........if she pulls this shit again we are done with.........O MY GOD I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
what the hell was she thinking.........i mean shes all i think of everyday every second of my life and shes gunna pull this shit.....i mean what kind of friends does she have......they just let her stay at another guys house with another guy.......what a fuckin bitch mia is
i dont kno what is gunna happen as of right now..........i am thinkin of breakin up with her but i dont kno what im gunna do..........she says she wouldnt be pissed if i did this same shit with corin but i know she would shes full of shit.......and i dont wanna put up with this shit........i dont fuckin need this right now..........cuz as of right now i am lookin for a backup plan for the shit she pulled........and maybe a girl that actually wants a serious relationship.........i am sick of this "non-serious" bullshit if we aint serious then we aint. thats the way it is and i let her do her little "non-serious" bullshit and let her go to a party and this is what happens......what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????? no im sick of this shit.......either she needs to change or i need to change who im with.........i would much rather have the first one but what needs to happen needs to happen
i dont kno what the fuck im gunna do.................i love abby tho thats alll i kno right now.......and i want her to kno that