Dec 31, 2005 10:28
sometimes i wonder if im stupid for hanging onto things from the past. they used to mean a lot to me. they still do - but they dont have the same charm or glittery feel.
i strongly maintain the "hakuna matata" attitude. so i contradict myself? live in the now - in the future. what was in the past remains in the past. i still maintain that. so i give another chance. will i be hurt or upset(ed) again? is it too hopeful on my part?
im juggling between two worlds and though i know what i want from both i dont know how to obtain them - because i dont know what world to remain in.