I just can't win...
Living just becomes more and more of a frustrating impossibility. I just seriously have a knack at losing friends instead of gaining them. No matter what I do, now I come across as being 'pushy'. What am I supposed to do? People always have excuses why they can't spend time with me. Working, being at school, studying, being out with other friends, feeling sick, oh and having diseases that happen to appear whenever I'm around. And I'm supposed to have confidence? High self esteem? Make people believe that I'm worth having in their lives? Please, no one seems to miss me one bit anyway. Might as well be alone for a while...what a great destiny.