The Things We Just Don't See
Title: The Things We Just Don’t See
Author:njrv16
Rating: PG
Pairing/Focus:Jinki/Kibum (Onkey)
Disclaimer: I don’t even own my car how do you expect for me to own human beings XD
Summary: One day Kibum bumps into a really charming but different boy. (Lame!! I know, I just don't know what to write)
(A/N: Finally I post something XD it has been two months since my last post. I get the ideas but never get to finish them D: weird thing is that every time I actually manage to finish it's when I'm the busiest with college.
My typical warning; English is not my first language and I have knowledge that my grammar is really bad so I hope you can manage to understand since it is without a beta :D.)
Kibum was slowly making his way towards a café nearby campus because he seriously needed a big cup of coffee to see if he finally gets out of this damn limbo state he was in. Staying up studying until 3:00 am for three days in a row is definitely not healthy but sacrifices must be done in order to get a good grade. At the moment Kibum’s brain is in a partial shut down so he’s really not paying attention where he is going. He just has one thing in mind ‘coffee’ and he better get it fast before he snaps and goes on a killing spree, ummm maybe that’s a little too extreme but you never know what a person is capable of doing.
Only a block away from the café Kibum in his dazed state didn’t notice the young man walking his way from the opposite direction. Right when Kibum decided to raise his head to look somewhere else than his shoes he collided with said man and both of them ended on the floor with cries of pain and surprise.
Kibum really didn’t see that one coming but at least the shock of it all waked him up a bit so at least he should be a little thankful to this stranger. Kibum was still on the floor when he saw a hand right in front of him and the stranger in a soft voice said, “Need a hand?”
Even with the sunglasses that the stranger had on Kibum could see that the boy was really handsome and Kibum found himself blushing while trying to muster an apology.
“I’m soooo sorry!!, I wasn’t looking where I was going and well……eh…sorry” Kibum hurriedly said in the middle of his embarrassment noticing how he probably looks like a crazy or homeless person. He literally picked up the first thing he could find and well that happen to be a pair of old ripped jeans and a really overused shirt that he could not comprehend why he still has it and to top it all his hair was standing on all places from the numerous times he has run his fingers through it while studying, a bad habit of his.
The stranger chucked cutely, if that is even possible and said, “Don’t worry about it I’m usually accident prone so it’s not something new for me and if it makes you feel any better I didn’t see you either” adding a charming smile that had Kibum smiling back like an idiot.
“My name is Jinki, what’s yours?” the boy said while raising his arm to shake with Kibum’s. But this gesture is what made Kibum notice the way this Jinki person even with sunglasses it was noticeable that he wasn’t looking at Kibum, it was more like he was just looking his way but not at him. Also Jinki’s hand was raised in direction to Kibum but not towards Kibum’s hand like how people usually greet. Kibum found all this really odd but still raised his hand but Jinki didn’t extend his hand further to take it so Kibum took Jinki’s hand and shook it.
“Scared me there, took you so long to greet back that I though you had left” said Jinki with a little nervous smile.
Now Kibum couldn’t help but raise his eyebrow confused with what Jinki said ‘What?, If I had left he would have seen me’
“Ehhh…jeje….umm…I still don’t know your name” Jinki commented while rubbing the back of his head in embarrassment.
Kibum took the stranger’s appearance and noticed he had a pair of nice fitting skinny jeans with a simple button up shirt. Kibum wasn’t going to lie Jinki looked really good in just a normal shirt on but while analyzing Jinki’s attire Kibum finally took notice of the cane in Jinki’s hand and that’s when he realized it.
That’s why he couldn’t see him, that’s why he raised his hand like that, that’s why he wasn’t looking straight at Kibum’s face. ‘So he’s blind’ Kibum unconsciously had said this out loud.
“Well yeah but I haven’t always been blind it was……an accident that caused this but we have to look at the bright side I’m still alive so all’s good to me”
“Ohh I’m sorry I didn’t mean to sound rude, It just that today I’m processing things a little more slowly than usual”
“It’s ok, and you didn’t sound rude but as an apology how about you tell me your name and have a cup of coffee with me” Jinki said with another charming smile.
Kibum once again found himself smiling with Jinki, there was something about the air around this boy that made him smile in contentment.
“Eh? ..ohh right sorry” “My name is Kibum and I wouldn’t mind a cup of coffee since that was my target all along”
“Great, well I know a café nearby we can go to. Follow me” Jinki said while extending his cane in front of him to feel where he’s going. Kibum was following close behind observing Jinki in amazement. ‘How can a blind person walk so fast, if it weren’t for the cane I would of never thought he was blind’
They finally arrived at the café and chatted for a while. Kibum was really surprise to notice that the more he talked with Jinki the more interested he was becoming, Jinki is a lot more charming and adorable than what Kibum was expecting. Kibum was so in merged in his conversation with Jinki that he had completely forgotten that he had a really important test in just two hours and when he casually looked at the hour he jumped in his seat screaming “Ohh crap!! The test is in two hours and I still have to review some concepts!!” “Jinki it was really nice bumping into you but I have to run, here’s my number call me if you would like to get together for another cup of coffee someday” Kibum said while hurriedly writing in a piece of paper and slipping it in Jinki’s hand then he literally ran out of the café.
Jinki stood there for about three minutes in shock at Kibum’s sudden depart but couldn’t help but smile while touching the paper in his hand. “I think he forgot I can’t really see what he wrote” he said while laughing a little.
“Crap this is going to suck, now I’m going to have to ask Jonghyun to read it for me and he’s definitely going to make a lot of questions and annoy me while at it” Slowly Jinki secured the paper in his pocket, picked up his stuff and with the cane at hand walked out the café thinking about the boy he just met.
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Jinki and Kibum kept meeting at the café for months and visiting each other’s house and before they knew it they had become really close friends. Kibum had grown really attached to Jinki; Jinki was always really nice with him and was always trying to make him smile. What Kibum loved the most about Jinki is that Jinki likes him for who he is not for how he looks. He has found himself in really painful friendships and relationships because of his looks; from friends who only wanted to grow closer with him so they could sleep with him to friend’s boyfriends/girlfriends wanting to have a thing with him behind their friends back. Kibum knew he was attractive but he hate it, it only brought problems but since he met Jinki he knew Jinki would not be affected with how he looks and call him selfish but he preferred Jinki to stay blind forever because he is genuinely scared that everything between them will change for the worst if Jinki where ever to really look at Kibum. Kibum didn’t want to admit it but he had fallen for Jinki, he would have never in his life seen himself falling for someone like Jinki but it happen.
Kibum never intends to confess, he doesn’t even know if Jinki likes guys and he’s too scared that if he says anything Jinki would become disgusted or scared and disappear from his life. So he was content with what he had with Jinki.
It had become a daily thing for Kibum to make a stop in the morning at Jinki’s house to wake up the bundle of sheets that Jinki becomes when he sleeps. Jinki was, in Kibum’s opinion the hardest person to wake up. He just keeps mumbling random stuff or whining to whoever is bothering him to just go away and let him sleep in peace. Kibum had grown used to this so he employed a few violent measures when necessary. Like the time Jinki was late for an interview that Kibum was forced to splash Jinki with freezing water in order to wake him up and the latter had fallen out of the bed in surprise while screaming like a little girl. But today was different, Kibum had gotten there a little earlier than usual and opted to just sit near Jinki’s bed while quietly reading a magazine. He didn’t want to wake up Jinki earlier than necessary, the boy had a rough schedule as it was and deserved all the sleep he could get. Jinki had college classes plus a job at the library and another job as a tutor. He may be blind but he knew his way around, he had an impressive knowledge on all kinds of books and he was fantastic in math Kibum should know about that he aced his calculus class thanks to Jinki’s help.
While reading the magazine Jinki’s phone rang and Kibum immediately stoop up and picked it up hoping it hadn’t woken up Jinki. After making sure Jinki was still sleeping he quietly answered the phone. “Hello?”
“Is this Mr. Lee Jinki?”
“No he’s sleeping but I can pass the message when he wakes up”
“We would like to say this in front of him so we were wondering if he could make an appointment with doctor Choi as soon as possible” the secretary said in a monotonous tone.
“Why?, is there something wrong?” Kibum said, his words laced with worry while staring straight at Jinki’s sleeping form.
“As I said I’m not allowed to inform what is it about so please come as soon as possible so we can discuss the matter” she said before hanging up not waiting for Kibum’s answer.
“How rude of her, but I wonder what’s wrong” Kibum stated to himself while looking at Jinki and then chuckled when Jinki started mumbling weird stuff that sounded like ‘I love you mister chicken’. “Ok!! Enough of this Jinki it’s time to wake up so move your lazy ass off the bed!!!” Kibum nearly screamed in Jinki’s ear while harshly tugging the sheets of Jinki’s body.
“Mmmn…no……five more minutes Bummie” Jinki whined while rubbing his closed eyes. Kibum decided to start poking Jinki’s cheek since for some reason it irritated the older to no end. “Stop it……..aish……..fine I’m awake” Jinki surrendered when he noticed that Kibum wasn’t going to stop any moment soon. Sitting up on the bed Jinki finally opened his eyes and Kibum like always was mesmerized by the strangeness it was to look at Jinki’s eyes, they were quite normal but the colors were a little faded.
“Jinki you had a call from your doctor, they said you had to make an appointment as soon as possible that they had something really important to inform you”
“Really?, that’s strange my next appointment is still a month away”
“Anyway wake up already I need to go, I have a project to discuss with my group before classes so bye” Kibum said while leaning in and kissing Jinki’s cheek, a habit of his since one time when he couldn’t control himself and kissed Jinki’s cheek and the latter only smiled at him. Since then it had become part of his routine after waking Jinki.
As he was about to walk out the door Jinki stopped him saying: “Kibum, would you like to have lunch with me here and maybe hang out at the park later?” said Jinki while slowly making his way towards the bathroom, still a little groggy from sleep.
“Sure Hyung, I’ll be here at 1:00pm, see you later”
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When Kibum arrived at Jinki’s apartment he had changed clothes, he didn’t know why but every time he went out with Jinki he always dresses up nicely. It’s like he wanted to look good for Jinki but it was just pointless considering Jinki couldn’t even see him.
Jinki opened the door looking more handsome than usual. He was wearing a pair of skinny jeans with a simple shirt that Kibum had given him topped with a really nice fitting vest and his hair was nicely done. “Well someone’s looking quite handsome” Kibum said teasingly.
“It’s not to much right?, I called Jonghyun to help me pick up an outfit for today and to fix my hair”
“As much as I dislike Jonghyun I have to admit he has good taste” “And may I know what’s the occasion?”
“Aww don’t be mad, you don’t hate him you’re just mad he’s always trying to hit on you” Jinki said while resting his hand on Kibum’s waist causing Kibum to tense a little and completely forget about his previous question. “I know, but seriously does he has to do it ALL the time?” pouted Kibum trying to calm his beating heart at Jinki’s hand on his waist. Jinki laughed, “Well he’s always been a pervert, I still have no idea what in the world makes Minho love him so much”.
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After lunch Jinki and Kibum were walking on the park hand in hand with Kibum constantly dragging Jinki around to explain to him what he was seeing. Jinki smiled at Kibum’s antics when around nature. Kibum was usually really sarcastic and really direct to people but when around animals or just the nature this adorable childish side comes out and Jinki can’t help but love it, he couldn’t see it but listening to it was enough for him. Yes, Jinki loves Kibum but he fears that he will get rejected for various reasons. One is the fact that maybe Kibum doesn’t even like him like that ‘’Who can fell in love with someone like me’ Jinki thought while tears started dripping down his cheeks and second maybe Kibum is not even gay. Confessing will risk everything they have built up until now.
“Jinki?, what wrong why are you crying?” Jinki heard a soft and worried voice while at the same time he felt soft hands wiping the tears that were still running down his cheeks. “Come on Jinki, you’re scaring me, what’s wrong?”
“Kibum can I request something?”
“Of course Jinki, whatever you want”
“Can I touch your face?.......I’ve been meaning to do this since the day I met you……..It’s just that I would like to have an idea of what your face is like……..ummm……….to make it easier to picture a face to your voice” Jinki said at the same time as he was walking towards where he believed Kibum was standing at.
Kibum smiled at Jinki’s cuteness and without a second thought he took hold of Jinki’s hands and raised them to his face. “You just had to ask, Jinki” Kibum said while enjoying Jinki’s gentle caress throughout his face. Jinki was smiling while touching Kibum face picturing such a beautiful creature. “You have really pretty features you know” and the Jinki fell quiet enjoying every second of touching the man that he has fallen for.
Kibum had unconsciously closed his eyes loving every second of Jinki’s fingers running from his hair down his cheeks. Kibum still with his eyes closed didn’t see that when Jinki’s fingers were lingering on Kibum’s lips the elder had started to lean towards Kibum and with only a few inches to go he removed his fingers and gently replaced them with his lips. Kibum immediately opened his eyes but once again closed them and started kissing back. Jinki still had his hands holding Kibum’s face while Kibum’s hands were now resting on Jinki’s neck when they broke the kiss in need of oxygen.
Immediately after kissing Jinki hugged Kibum and rested his head on Kibum’s shoulder and softly whispered; “I really like you Kibum, no wait, I’m certain that I love you and you would make me the happiest man in the world if you accept to become my boyfriend”
Kibum felt tears on his eyes and hugged Jinki tighter. With his quivering voice he answered, “You Lee Jinki have no idea how happy I am right now, I fell for you the moment you smiled at me, I love you with all my heart”. Jinki started laughing in happiness and kissed Kibum once again but this time a little more passionate but still full of love and gentleness.
“I love you”
“I love you too”
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“Did you know it was Jonghyun who pushed me to do this” Jinki blurted out of the blue while he was stroking Kibum’s hair. Kibum who was resting on Jinki’s lap rolled his eyes and said “You just had to ruin our moment but I guess I should be thankful to him if it weren’t for him I this would have never happen”. Jinki smiled down at him and leaned down to kiss him but missing and ended up kissing Kibum’s nose instead causing the latter to giggle. Jinki smiled and moved down and this time succeeding in kissing Kibum on the lips.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of kissing you” Jinki said with a huge goofy smile earning himself a small slap in the arm from Kibum. “Jezz, Jinki since when were you so corny” but as Kibum said this, a small smile was grazing his lips.
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It had been four months since Kibum and Jinki were together. Kibum with his spare key had stopped at Jinki’s apartment and while trying to organize Jinki’s wardrobe, before he got back from a tutoring session, Kibum found a bunch of papers with a hospital logo on one of Jinki’ coat pocket. He saw they were some tests but everything was written in this really complicate medical terms, this was certainly something to show another doctor. The only thing that Kibum could manage to understand is that it had something to do with Jinki and it seemed bad.
Kibum spend the rest of the day pacing back and forth worrying over Jinki and finally at 10:00pm Jinki entered the apartment. “Bummie I’m sorry it took so long I……” but before he could continue Kibum said “Jinki please be sincere, is there something wrong?”. “What do you mean Kibum? Of course everything is alright”. Kibum walked towards Jinki took his hand and dragged him to the couch forcing him to sit. “Jinki I found some papers about some test you’ve been going to since months ago”.
“Ohhh that, I wanted to keep it a secret until a donor surfaces, but do you remember that day the doctor called asking for me to make an appointment?”
“Yes, now that I think about it you never told me what it was about”
“Well the doctor just wanted to give me the good news that apparently I was finally part of the corneal transplant list” “All those test is to check that I’m still good for transplant and all along I’ve been waiting for a donor to emerge” “Don’t be mad Kibum I wanted it to be a surprise” Jinki said worried by the silent Kibum.
After a few agonizing minutes for Jinki Kibum finally said “That’s great…..I guess…….I’m happy for you”. “What?, are you serious?, you guess?, that’s all you have to say?” Jinki said raising his voice a little. “I’m finally going to be able to see and all you can manage is an I guess?!”.
“I’m sorry for that Jinki it’s just that I liked how things are with us and I’m……I-I guess I’m just scared that once you see me you will not like what you see and leave me” Kibum said trying to suppress his tears but a sob escaped his lips. Jinki calmed instantly at hearing this and turned towards Kibum and opened his arms prompting the younger to hug him. Kibum slowly made his way towards Jinki and hugged him. “Is that what worries you?, you should know that I love you with all my heart and nothing is going to change that” Jinki said in Kibum’s ear and then kissed the top of Kibum’s head. “I’m sorry I was just being stupid”.
They stayed hugging like that for a while until the phone rang. Jinki and Kibum were both enjoying their little moment so they silently decided to let the phone ring and let the recorder take the call.
:Beep: “This is Lee Jinki I’m not able to answer your call at the moment but leave me your message and I’ll try to call you back as soon as possible” :Beep:
“Mister Lee Jinki, this is Doctor Choi calling to inform you that a donor has finally appeared for you, Congratulations and I wish to see you as soon as possible in my office to discuss the date for the surgery. Have a good day sir.”
“OMG!! Jinki a donor!! You got a donor!!” Kibum screamed in excitement and gave Jinki one big kiss in the mouth but poor Jinki was still in a state of shock. Finally after a few minutes of just standing there “I-I’m finally going to be able to see once again……I-I can’t believe it, I have waited so long for this and….” Jinki couldn’t bring himself to finish the sentence and dropped on his knees crying overwhelmed by all the happiness he was feeling.
Kibum rushed to Jinki’s side and gently rubbed circles in Jinki’s back. After a few minutes of crying with Kibum as moral support Jinki stopped crying and even with his face full of tears marks he gave one big smile to Kibum “Well I guess we have to make this appointment and I want you to be there with me Kibum. If there’s someone I want to see first is you”
“Don’t worry Jinki, I’m not going anywhere” Kibum said while taking hold of Jinki’s hand and giving it a reassuring squeeze.
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A few weeks later Kibum was in a hospital room looking at Jinki’s sleeping form. Kibum was feeling a little nervous Jinki had come out of the operating room three hours ago and the doctors said everything had gone smoothly, now they just had to wait and see how Jinki responds to the transplant.
The door opened and Minho and Jonghyun entered the room with their hands intertwined followed by Taemin. Kibum had to admit; Jonghyun may irritate him like no one else but seeing those two together always made him smile.
“Hey hot stuff, how’s our sleeping prince?” Jonghyun teasingly said. Key choose to ignore both nicknames and just answered “The doctors said they may have overdone it with the anesthesia but that everything is alright and that all there’s left is too see how well the transplant is going to work for Jinki”
“Hyung are you nervous?” Taemin who was quietly watching in a corner asked Kibum. “Yeah I am, what if I don’t’ stand to his expectations?”
“Kibum relax, trust me we all know how much the guy loves you, he wouldn’t stop talking about you before he confessed…oh wait let me rephrase that….he still can’t stop talking about you. Also before this happened trust me he was the least judgmental person I’ve seen in my life” Jonghyun said but was interrupted by Minho who continued saying “What Jjong is trying to say is that he loves you just as you are, he loves you for who you are and not by how you look”. “Yeah hyung, stop it will you, you’re making Jinki sound like he’s superficial with people” Taemin added. “Sorry guys, it’s just that I’m so used to that kind of attitude it’s really hard not to think in worst case scenarios even when it’s Jinki we’re talking about”. Kibum felt a little embarrassed for doubting his lover.
“Guys he’s waking up!!!” an excited Taemin said while running towards Jinki’s side but was stopped by Minho who took hold of his shirt’s collarbone and held him in place giving him a stern look before signaling with his eyes to look at Kibum. Taemin followed his gaze and saw how Kibum was slowly moving backwards getting farther away from the blindfolded Jinki. Taemin’s eyes softened at Kibum’s sudden shyness but let out a chucked when he saw a sneaky Jonghyun take Kibum’s arm and literally dragging him to a chair right in front of the now seated but still blindfolded Jinki.
“Hey guys, I hope you are as excited as I am for this…….Kibum you there?” he finished the sentence raising his hand in hope that Kibum would take it. Seeing Jinki’s nervous smile, like he was more worried that Kibum had left than he was to possibly stay blind for the rest of his life made Kibum realize that no matter what, Jinki genuinely loved him, he wasn’t like all those other bastards who only used him and played with his feelings. Kibum felt blessed being loved by someone as caring as Jinki. “Don’t worry baby I’m right here” Kibum said sweetly reaching for Jinki’s hand and entertaining himself with Jinki’s fingers while waiting for the doctor to arrive.
A few minutes passed and Jinki was sited in the border of the bed with Kibum in a chair almost in front of him. Kibum was still holding Jinki’s hand and Jinki was having a conversation with Minho and Jonghyun while Kibum talked with Taemin when the doctor walked in with a record on his hands.
“Well Jinki it seems that everything went well, I believe you all most be thrilled to take off those blindfolds” the doctor chuckled at the silence that follow and making his way towards Jinki he noticed Jinki’s hand linked with Kibum’s. “I believe this young man here is the one and only Kim Kibum, right? You know Jinki here kept mumbling your name when the anesthesia had started to take effect”. Jinki and Kibum started blushing when the doctor said that causing the rest of the occupants in the room to start laughing at the flustered couple.
“Sit up straight Jinki, and please close you eyes. Even if the light in this room has been dimed, your eyes aren’t used to this intensity yet”. The doctor started to slowly unfold the bandages around Jinki’s head. Everyone in the room was holding their breaths in anticipation when finally everyone was able to see Jinki’s closed eyes. “Alright Jinki, I want you to open your eyes very slowly”
Jinki slowly opened his eyes and he could see the light in the room getting brighter but after a few seconds he could start to see silhouettes in the room then he could identify persons from afar and being the people he has known since childhood he recognized Jonghyun, Taemin, and Minho but this weren’t the people he was looking for. Slowly moving his head sideways he saw a beautiful boy looking at him worriedly and lovingly and he knew this gorgeous creature was his Kibum. Jinki started raising his hand towards Kibum’s face and lovingly stroked the younger’s cheek as small tears started to spill from his eyes, “Kibum, i-is that you?”. Kibum smiled at the his lover’s touch and placed his own hand on top of Jinki’s that was on his cheek. “Yes, it is I, Jinki. I told you I wasn’t going anywhere. I love you, remember?”
Jinki laughed at this and leaned forward locking his lips with Kibum’s ignoring Jonghyun cries of annoyance in the back “Guys!! The doctor is still here. Stop that!!”.
“Ohh don’t mind me!, they deserve their time it is the first time they actually see each other and I can easily see they love each other a lot”. After the doctors words the pair of lovers finally stopped kissing and blushed. They had sincerely forgotten that the doctor was still here. The doctor laughed at how they reacted and taking one last look at Jinki’s record took out a pair of sunglasses from his pocket. “Well Jinki let’s do some basic tests and I’ll give you this glasses that I want you to wear when outdoors for at least two week to let you adjust to the colors, alright?”.
After the doctor finished his exams he left the room saying “Remember I want to see you here in two week to see how things are going”. Afterwards everyone pick up their things and left to their respective houses.
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It’s been two months since Jinki’s surgery. Kibum had moved in with Jinki right after the surgery. Jinki felt like the happiest person in the world having such a loving and gorgeous boyfriend but today he was going to take a step forward.
At the moment both Jinki and Kibum were having dinner. Jinki had insisted for them to go to a fancy restaurant. They were having a lot of fun talking about the things they’ve done this week and suddenly Jinki stopped smiling and looking straight at Kibum asked: “Kibum, do you love me?”. Kibum was a little bewildered by the question but smiled and said, “Of course I do silly, I have no idea what I would do without you”.
Jinki gave him one big and bright smile before standing up, walking right in front of Kibum and kneeling in one knee. Kibum widened his eyes and his heartbeat started to race uncontrollably as Jinki reached for something in his pocket but whatever it was seemed to get stuck or something causing Kibum to smile at his boyfriend’s frowning face in irritation. After a while of struggling with the stubborn pocket Jinki finally seized out a small box. He then opened it and while looking straight at Kibum’s eyes said, “Kim Kibum you already make me the happiest person out there but to show just how much I really love you. Would you marry me?”
Kibum froze in place at Jinki’s words. He could feel the stares from the people at the restaurant some in anticipation, others in excitement and some in disgust but he didn’t care because the man he was madly in love with had just asked for his hand in marriage. Kibum still couldn’t get together words and Jinki interpreted it the wrong way and slowly lowered his hands as his smiled dropped “I’m sorry I thought that…..” but he didn’t get to finish his sentence because Kibum had thrown himself at Jinki knocking them both to the floor and in happiness screamed “Yes!! I say yes, of course I’ll marry you. I must be the most stupid person in the world to say no”. Jinki laughed and hugged Kibum back giving him a quick kiss on the lips. “I love you”. By now a majority of the people on the restaurant had started clapping in congratulations for their engagement.
After finishing their dinner they left the restaurant deciding to just walk on their way back. They were quietly holding hands when Kibum broke the silence, “Will we last forever?”
“I don’t want to lie and say that yes but I at this moment I sincerely can’t picture how my life would be without you”. Jinki turned Kibum so they were facing each other. “To me all that matters is right now and if you’re next to me I can’t see how could this be more perfect”.
Kibum smiled at his fiancé’s cute answer “That’s more than good enough for me” and leaned forward to kiss Jinki. Jinki without hesitation kissed back resting his hands on Kibum’s waist while Kibum’s own hands were on Jinki’s neck. After parting for air Jinki suddenly remembered something and said, “You know, I’ve always been blindly in love with you” plus he added a big grin for effect. This only caused Kibum to raise his eyebrow and lightly slapped Jinki in the arm “I can’t believe you actually dared to say something like that, that is not funny” and he walked away with fake annoyance. “But it’s the truth!!” Jinki whined trying to catch up to Kibum. When Jinki made it next to Kibum the latter took hold of Jinki’s hand, leaned his body against Jinki’s and whispered, “I love you too” causing Jinki to smile and squeeze his hand.
“Let’s go home”
The End.
(A/N: I have problems I can never manage to find a way to finish my stories. This idea came to me when the other day I had been sleeping late studying for a test and on the day of the test I was in some kind of dazed state and I almost bumped into a blind kid. I know they can hear us or something but I think they expect us to move out of the way like you would normally do with a blind person or not.
Ok I really don’t know anything about how the corneal transplant works, I looked it up a little but I based must of the things I wrote on movies.
Brownies for whoever manages to catch the line I stole from “Bridget Jones Diary")
Author:njrv16
Rating: PG
Pairing/Focus:Jinki/Kibum (Onkey)
Disclaimer: I don’t even own my car how do you expect for me to own human beings XD
Summary: One day Kibum bumps into a really charming but different boy. (Lame!! I know, I just don't know what to write)
(A/N: Finally I post something XD it has been two months since my last post. I get the ideas but never get to finish them D: weird thing is that every time I actually manage to finish it's when I'm the busiest with college.
My typical warning; English is not my first language and I have knowledge that my grammar is really bad so I hope you can manage to understand since it is without a beta :D.)
Kibum was slowly making his way towards a café nearby campus because he seriously needed a big cup of coffee to see if he finally gets out of this damn limbo state he was in. Staying up studying until 3:00 am for three days in a row is definitely not healthy but sacrifices must be done in order to get a good grade. At the moment Kibum’s brain is in a partial shut down so he’s really not paying attention where he is going. He just has one thing in mind ‘coffee’ and he better get it fast before he snaps and goes on a killing spree, ummm maybe that’s a little too extreme but you never know what a person is capable of doing.
Only a block away from the café Kibum in his dazed state didn’t notice the young man walking his way from the opposite direction. Right when Kibum decided to raise his head to look somewhere else than his shoes he collided with said man and both of them ended on the floor with cries of pain and surprise.
Kibum really didn’t see that one coming but at least the shock of it all waked him up a bit so at least he should be a little thankful to this stranger. Kibum was still on the floor when he saw a hand right in front of him and the stranger in a soft voice said, “Need a hand?”
Even with the sunglasses that the stranger had on Kibum could see that the boy was really handsome and Kibum found himself blushing while trying to muster an apology.
“I’m soooo sorry!!, I wasn’t looking where I was going and well……eh…sorry” Kibum hurriedly said in the middle of his embarrassment noticing how he probably looks like a crazy or homeless person. He literally picked up the first thing he could find and well that happen to be a pair of old ripped jeans and a really overused shirt that he could not comprehend why he still has it and to top it all his hair was standing on all places from the numerous times he has run his fingers through it while studying, a bad habit of his.
The stranger chucked cutely, if that is even possible and said, “Don’t worry about it I’m usually accident prone so it’s not something new for me and if it makes you feel any better I didn’t see you either” adding a charming smile that had Kibum smiling back like an idiot.
“My name is Jinki, what’s yours?” the boy said while raising his arm to shake with Kibum’s. But this gesture is what made Kibum notice the way this Jinki person even with sunglasses it was noticeable that he wasn’t looking at Kibum, it was more like he was just looking his way but not at him. Also Jinki’s hand was raised in direction to Kibum but not towards Kibum’s hand like how people usually greet. Kibum found all this really odd but still raised his hand but Jinki didn’t extend his hand further to take it so Kibum took Jinki’s hand and shook it.
“Scared me there, took you so long to greet back that I though you had left” said Jinki with a little nervous smile.
Now Kibum couldn’t help but raise his eyebrow confused with what Jinki said ‘What?, If I had left he would have seen me’
“Ehhh…jeje….umm…I still don’t know your name” Jinki commented while rubbing the back of his head in embarrassment.
Kibum took the stranger’s appearance and noticed he had a pair of nice fitting skinny jeans with a simple button up shirt. Kibum wasn’t going to lie Jinki looked really good in just a normal shirt on but while analyzing Jinki’s attire Kibum finally took notice of the cane in Jinki’s hand and that’s when he realized it.
That’s why he couldn’t see him, that’s why he raised his hand like that, that’s why he wasn’t looking straight at Kibum’s face. ‘So he’s blind’ Kibum unconsciously had said this out loud.
“Well yeah but I haven’t always been blind it was……an accident that caused this but we have to look at the bright side I’m still alive so all’s good to me”
“Ohh I’m sorry I didn’t mean to sound rude, It just that today I’m processing things a little more slowly than usual”
“It’s ok, and you didn’t sound rude but as an apology how about you tell me your name and have a cup of coffee with me” Jinki said with another charming smile.
Kibum once again found himself smiling with Jinki, there was something about the air around this boy that made him smile in contentment.
“Eh? ..ohh right sorry” “My name is Kibum and I wouldn’t mind a cup of coffee since that was my target all along”
“Great, well I know a café nearby we can go to. Follow me” Jinki said while extending his cane in front of him to feel where he’s going. Kibum was following close behind observing Jinki in amazement. ‘How can a blind person walk so fast, if it weren’t for the cane I would of never thought he was blind’
They finally arrived at the café and chatted for a while. Kibum was really surprise to notice that the more he talked with Jinki the more interested he was becoming, Jinki is a lot more charming and adorable than what Kibum was expecting. Kibum was so in merged in his conversation with Jinki that he had completely forgotten that he had a really important test in just two hours and when he casually looked at the hour he jumped in his seat screaming “Ohh crap!! The test is in two hours and I still have to review some concepts!!” “Jinki it was really nice bumping into you but I have to run, here’s my number call me if you would like to get together for another cup of coffee someday” Kibum said while hurriedly writing in a piece of paper and slipping it in Jinki’s hand then he literally ran out of the café.
Jinki stood there for about three minutes in shock at Kibum’s sudden depart but couldn’t help but smile while touching the paper in his hand. “I think he forgot I can’t really see what he wrote” he said while laughing a little.
“Crap this is going to suck, now I’m going to have to ask Jonghyun to read it for me and he’s definitely going to make a lot of questions and annoy me while at it” Slowly Jinki secured the paper in his pocket, picked up his stuff and with the cane at hand walked out the café thinking about the boy he just met.
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Jinki and Kibum kept meeting at the café for months and visiting each other’s house and before they knew it they had become really close friends. Kibum had grown really attached to Jinki; Jinki was always really nice with him and was always trying to make him smile. What Kibum loved the most about Jinki is that Jinki likes him for who he is not for how he looks. He has found himself in really painful friendships and relationships because of his looks; from friends who only wanted to grow closer with him so they could sleep with him to friend’s boyfriends/girlfriends wanting to have a thing with him behind their friends back. Kibum knew he was attractive but he hate it, it only brought problems but since he met Jinki he knew Jinki would not be affected with how he looks and call him selfish but he preferred Jinki to stay blind forever because he is genuinely scared that everything between them will change for the worst if Jinki where ever to really look at Kibum. Kibum didn’t want to admit it but he had fallen for Jinki, he would have never in his life seen himself falling for someone like Jinki but it happen.
Kibum never intends to confess, he doesn’t even know if Jinki likes guys and he’s too scared that if he says anything Jinki would become disgusted or scared and disappear from his life. So he was content with what he had with Jinki.
It had become a daily thing for Kibum to make a stop in the morning at Jinki’s house to wake up the bundle of sheets that Jinki becomes when he sleeps. Jinki was, in Kibum’s opinion the hardest person to wake up. He just keeps mumbling random stuff or whining to whoever is bothering him to just go away and let him sleep in peace. Kibum had grown used to this so he employed a few violent measures when necessary. Like the time Jinki was late for an interview that Kibum was forced to splash Jinki with freezing water in order to wake him up and the latter had fallen out of the bed in surprise while screaming like a little girl. But today was different, Kibum had gotten there a little earlier than usual and opted to just sit near Jinki’s bed while quietly reading a magazine. He didn’t want to wake up Jinki earlier than necessary, the boy had a rough schedule as it was and deserved all the sleep he could get. Jinki had college classes plus a job at the library and another job as a tutor. He may be blind but he knew his way around, he had an impressive knowledge on all kinds of books and he was fantastic in math Kibum should know about that he aced his calculus class thanks to Jinki’s help.
While reading the magazine Jinki’s phone rang and Kibum immediately stoop up and picked it up hoping it hadn’t woken up Jinki. After making sure Jinki was still sleeping he quietly answered the phone. “Hello?”
“Is this Mr. Lee Jinki?”
“No he’s sleeping but I can pass the message when he wakes up”
“We would like to say this in front of him so we were wondering if he could make an appointment with doctor Choi as soon as possible” the secretary said in a monotonous tone.
“Why?, is there something wrong?” Kibum said, his words laced with worry while staring straight at Jinki’s sleeping form.
“As I said I’m not allowed to inform what is it about so please come as soon as possible so we can discuss the matter” she said before hanging up not waiting for Kibum’s answer.
“How rude of her, but I wonder what’s wrong” Kibum stated to himself while looking at Jinki and then chuckled when Jinki started mumbling weird stuff that sounded like ‘I love you mister chicken’. “Ok!! Enough of this Jinki it’s time to wake up so move your lazy ass off the bed!!!” Kibum nearly screamed in Jinki’s ear while harshly tugging the sheets of Jinki’s body.
“Mmmn…no……five more minutes Bummie” Jinki whined while rubbing his closed eyes. Kibum decided to start poking Jinki’s cheek since for some reason it irritated the older to no end. “Stop it……..aish……..fine I’m awake” Jinki surrendered when he noticed that Kibum wasn’t going to stop any moment soon. Sitting up on the bed Jinki finally opened his eyes and Kibum like always was mesmerized by the strangeness it was to look at Jinki’s eyes, they were quite normal but the colors were a little faded.
“Jinki you had a call from your doctor, they said you had to make an appointment as soon as possible that they had something really important to inform you”
“Really?, that’s strange my next appointment is still a month away”
“Anyway wake up already I need to go, I have a project to discuss with my group before classes so bye” Kibum said while leaning in and kissing Jinki’s cheek, a habit of his since one time when he couldn’t control himself and kissed Jinki’s cheek and the latter only smiled at him. Since then it had become part of his routine after waking Jinki.
As he was about to walk out the door Jinki stopped him saying: “Kibum, would you like to have lunch with me here and maybe hang out at the park later?” said Jinki while slowly making his way towards the bathroom, still a little groggy from sleep.
“Sure Hyung, I’ll be here at 1:00pm, see you later”
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When Kibum arrived at Jinki’s apartment he had changed clothes, he didn’t know why but every time he went out with Jinki he always dresses up nicely. It’s like he wanted to look good for Jinki but it was just pointless considering Jinki couldn’t even see him.
Jinki opened the door looking more handsome than usual. He was wearing a pair of skinny jeans with a simple shirt that Kibum had given him topped with a really nice fitting vest and his hair was nicely done. “Well someone’s looking quite handsome” Kibum said teasingly.
“It’s not to much right?, I called Jonghyun to help me pick up an outfit for today and to fix my hair”
“As much as I dislike Jonghyun I have to admit he has good taste” “And may I know what’s the occasion?”
“Aww don’t be mad, you don’t hate him you’re just mad he’s always trying to hit on you” Jinki said while resting his hand on Kibum’s waist causing Kibum to tense a little and completely forget about his previous question. “I know, but seriously does he has to do it ALL the time?” pouted Kibum trying to calm his beating heart at Jinki’s hand on his waist. Jinki laughed, “Well he’s always been a pervert, I still have no idea what in the world makes Minho love him so much”.
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After lunch Jinki and Kibum were walking on the park hand in hand with Kibum constantly dragging Jinki around to explain to him what he was seeing. Jinki smiled at Kibum’s antics when around nature. Kibum was usually really sarcastic and really direct to people but when around animals or just the nature this adorable childish side comes out and Jinki can’t help but love it, he couldn’t see it but listening to it was enough for him. Yes, Jinki loves Kibum but he fears that he will get rejected for various reasons. One is the fact that maybe Kibum doesn’t even like him like that ‘’Who can fell in love with someone like me’ Jinki thought while tears started dripping down his cheeks and second maybe Kibum is not even gay. Confessing will risk everything they have built up until now.
“Jinki?, what wrong why are you crying?” Jinki heard a soft and worried voice while at the same time he felt soft hands wiping the tears that were still running down his cheeks. “Come on Jinki, you’re scaring me, what’s wrong?”
“Kibum can I request something?”
“Of course Jinki, whatever you want”
“Can I touch your face?.......I’ve been meaning to do this since the day I met you……..It’s just that I would like to have an idea of what your face is like……..ummm……….to make it easier to picture a face to your voice” Jinki said at the same time as he was walking towards where he believed Kibum was standing at.
Kibum smiled at Jinki’s cuteness and without a second thought he took hold of Jinki’s hands and raised them to his face. “You just had to ask, Jinki” Kibum said while enjoying Jinki’s gentle caress throughout his face. Jinki was smiling while touching Kibum face picturing such a beautiful creature. “You have really pretty features you know” and the Jinki fell quiet enjoying every second of touching the man that he has fallen for.
Kibum had unconsciously closed his eyes loving every second of Jinki’s fingers running from his hair down his cheeks. Kibum still with his eyes closed didn’t see that when Jinki’s fingers were lingering on Kibum’s lips the elder had started to lean towards Kibum and with only a few inches to go he removed his fingers and gently replaced them with his lips. Kibum immediately opened his eyes but once again closed them and started kissing back. Jinki still had his hands holding Kibum’s face while Kibum’s hands were now resting on Jinki’s neck when they broke the kiss in need of oxygen.
Immediately after kissing Jinki hugged Kibum and rested his head on Kibum’s shoulder and softly whispered; “I really like you Kibum, no wait, I’m certain that I love you and you would make me the happiest man in the world if you accept to become my boyfriend”
Kibum felt tears on his eyes and hugged Jinki tighter. With his quivering voice he answered, “You Lee Jinki have no idea how happy I am right now, I fell for you the moment you smiled at me, I love you with all my heart”. Jinki started laughing in happiness and kissed Kibum once again but this time a little more passionate but still full of love and gentleness.
“I love you”
“I love you too”
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“Did you know it was Jonghyun who pushed me to do this” Jinki blurted out of the blue while he was stroking Kibum’s hair. Kibum who was resting on Jinki’s lap rolled his eyes and said “You just had to ruin our moment but I guess I should be thankful to him if it weren’t for him I this would have never happen”. Jinki smiled down at him and leaned down to kiss him but missing and ended up kissing Kibum’s nose instead causing the latter to giggle. Jinki smiled and moved down and this time succeeding in kissing Kibum on the lips.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of kissing you” Jinki said with a huge goofy smile earning himself a small slap in the arm from Kibum. “Jezz, Jinki since when were you so corny” but as Kibum said this, a small smile was grazing his lips.
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It had been four months since Kibum and Jinki were together. Kibum with his spare key had stopped at Jinki’s apartment and while trying to organize Jinki’s wardrobe, before he got back from a tutoring session, Kibum found a bunch of papers with a hospital logo on one of Jinki’ coat pocket. He saw they were some tests but everything was written in this really complicate medical terms, this was certainly something to show another doctor. The only thing that Kibum could manage to understand is that it had something to do with Jinki and it seemed bad.
Kibum spend the rest of the day pacing back and forth worrying over Jinki and finally at 10:00pm Jinki entered the apartment. “Bummie I’m sorry it took so long I……” but before he could continue Kibum said “Jinki please be sincere, is there something wrong?”. “What do you mean Kibum? Of course everything is alright”. Kibum walked towards Jinki took his hand and dragged him to the couch forcing him to sit. “Jinki I found some papers about some test you’ve been going to since months ago”.
“Ohhh that, I wanted to keep it a secret until a donor surfaces, but do you remember that day the doctor called asking for me to make an appointment?”
“Yes, now that I think about it you never told me what it was about”
“Well the doctor just wanted to give me the good news that apparently I was finally part of the corneal transplant list” “All those test is to check that I’m still good for transplant and all along I’ve been waiting for a donor to emerge” “Don’t be mad Kibum I wanted it to be a surprise” Jinki said worried by the silent Kibum.
After a few agonizing minutes for Jinki Kibum finally said “That’s great…..I guess…….I’m happy for you”. “What?, are you serious?, you guess?, that’s all you have to say?” Jinki said raising his voice a little. “I’m finally going to be able to see and all you can manage is an I guess?!”.
“I’m sorry for that Jinki it’s just that I liked how things are with us and I’m……I-I guess I’m just scared that once you see me you will not like what you see and leave me” Kibum said trying to suppress his tears but a sob escaped his lips. Jinki calmed instantly at hearing this and turned towards Kibum and opened his arms prompting the younger to hug him. Kibum slowly made his way towards Jinki and hugged him. “Is that what worries you?, you should know that I love you with all my heart and nothing is going to change that” Jinki said in Kibum’s ear and then kissed the top of Kibum’s head. “I’m sorry I was just being stupid”.
They stayed hugging like that for a while until the phone rang. Jinki and Kibum were both enjoying their little moment so they silently decided to let the phone ring and let the recorder take the call.
:Beep: “This is Lee Jinki I’m not able to answer your call at the moment but leave me your message and I’ll try to call you back as soon as possible” :Beep:
“Mister Lee Jinki, this is Doctor Choi calling to inform you that a donor has finally appeared for you, Congratulations and I wish to see you as soon as possible in my office to discuss the date for the surgery. Have a good day sir.”
“OMG!! Jinki a donor!! You got a donor!!” Kibum screamed in excitement and gave Jinki one big kiss in the mouth but poor Jinki was still in a state of shock. Finally after a few minutes of just standing there “I-I’m finally going to be able to see once again……I-I can’t believe it, I have waited so long for this and….” Jinki couldn’t bring himself to finish the sentence and dropped on his knees crying overwhelmed by all the happiness he was feeling.
Kibum rushed to Jinki’s side and gently rubbed circles in Jinki’s back. After a few minutes of crying with Kibum as moral support Jinki stopped crying and even with his face full of tears marks he gave one big smile to Kibum “Well I guess we have to make this appointment and I want you to be there with me Kibum. If there’s someone I want to see first is you”
“Don’t worry Jinki, I’m not going anywhere” Kibum said while taking hold of Jinki’s hand and giving it a reassuring squeeze.
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A few weeks later Kibum was in a hospital room looking at Jinki’s sleeping form. Kibum was feeling a little nervous Jinki had come out of the operating room three hours ago and the doctors said everything had gone smoothly, now they just had to wait and see how Jinki responds to the transplant.
The door opened and Minho and Jonghyun entered the room with their hands intertwined followed by Taemin. Kibum had to admit; Jonghyun may irritate him like no one else but seeing those two together always made him smile.
“Hey hot stuff, how’s our sleeping prince?” Jonghyun teasingly said. Key choose to ignore both nicknames and just answered “The doctors said they may have overdone it with the anesthesia but that everything is alright and that all there’s left is too see how well the transplant is going to work for Jinki”
“Hyung are you nervous?” Taemin who was quietly watching in a corner asked Kibum. “Yeah I am, what if I don’t’ stand to his expectations?”
“Kibum relax, trust me we all know how much the guy loves you, he wouldn’t stop talking about you before he confessed…oh wait let me rephrase that….he still can’t stop talking about you. Also before this happened trust me he was the least judgmental person I’ve seen in my life” Jonghyun said but was interrupted by Minho who continued saying “What Jjong is trying to say is that he loves you just as you are, he loves you for who you are and not by how you look”. “Yeah hyung, stop it will you, you’re making Jinki sound like he’s superficial with people” Taemin added. “Sorry guys, it’s just that I’m so used to that kind of attitude it’s really hard not to think in worst case scenarios even when it’s Jinki we’re talking about”. Kibum felt a little embarrassed for doubting his lover.
“Guys he’s waking up!!!” an excited Taemin said while running towards Jinki’s side but was stopped by Minho who took hold of his shirt’s collarbone and held him in place giving him a stern look before signaling with his eyes to look at Kibum. Taemin followed his gaze and saw how Kibum was slowly moving backwards getting farther away from the blindfolded Jinki. Taemin’s eyes softened at Kibum’s sudden shyness but let out a chucked when he saw a sneaky Jonghyun take Kibum’s arm and literally dragging him to a chair right in front of the now seated but still blindfolded Jinki.
“Hey guys, I hope you are as excited as I am for this…….Kibum you there?” he finished the sentence raising his hand in hope that Kibum would take it. Seeing Jinki’s nervous smile, like he was more worried that Kibum had left than he was to possibly stay blind for the rest of his life made Kibum realize that no matter what, Jinki genuinely loved him, he wasn’t like all those other bastards who only used him and played with his feelings. Kibum felt blessed being loved by someone as caring as Jinki. “Don’t worry baby I’m right here” Kibum said sweetly reaching for Jinki’s hand and entertaining himself with Jinki’s fingers while waiting for the doctor to arrive.
A few minutes passed and Jinki was sited in the border of the bed with Kibum in a chair almost in front of him. Kibum was still holding Jinki’s hand and Jinki was having a conversation with Minho and Jonghyun while Kibum talked with Taemin when the doctor walked in with a record on his hands.
“Well Jinki it seems that everything went well, I believe you all most be thrilled to take off those blindfolds” the doctor chuckled at the silence that follow and making his way towards Jinki he noticed Jinki’s hand linked with Kibum’s. “I believe this young man here is the one and only Kim Kibum, right? You know Jinki here kept mumbling your name when the anesthesia had started to take effect”. Jinki and Kibum started blushing when the doctor said that causing the rest of the occupants in the room to start laughing at the flustered couple.
“Sit up straight Jinki, and please close you eyes. Even if the light in this room has been dimed, your eyes aren’t used to this intensity yet”. The doctor started to slowly unfold the bandages around Jinki’s head. Everyone in the room was holding their breaths in anticipation when finally everyone was able to see Jinki’s closed eyes. “Alright Jinki, I want you to open your eyes very slowly”
Jinki slowly opened his eyes and he could see the light in the room getting brighter but after a few seconds he could start to see silhouettes in the room then he could identify persons from afar and being the people he has known since childhood he recognized Jonghyun, Taemin, and Minho but this weren’t the people he was looking for. Slowly moving his head sideways he saw a beautiful boy looking at him worriedly and lovingly and he knew this gorgeous creature was his Kibum. Jinki started raising his hand towards Kibum’s face and lovingly stroked the younger’s cheek as small tears started to spill from his eyes, “Kibum, i-is that you?”. Kibum smiled at the his lover’s touch and placed his own hand on top of Jinki’s that was on his cheek. “Yes, it is I, Jinki. I told you I wasn’t going anywhere. I love you, remember?”
Jinki laughed at this and leaned forward locking his lips with Kibum’s ignoring Jonghyun cries of annoyance in the back “Guys!! The doctor is still here. Stop that!!”.
“Ohh don’t mind me!, they deserve their time it is the first time they actually see each other and I can easily see they love each other a lot”. After the doctors words the pair of lovers finally stopped kissing and blushed. They had sincerely forgotten that the doctor was still here. The doctor laughed at how they reacted and taking one last look at Jinki’s record took out a pair of sunglasses from his pocket. “Well Jinki let’s do some basic tests and I’ll give you this glasses that I want you to wear when outdoors for at least two week to let you adjust to the colors, alright?”.
After the doctor finished his exams he left the room saying “Remember I want to see you here in two week to see how things are going”. Afterwards everyone pick up their things and left to their respective houses.
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It’s been two months since Jinki’s surgery. Kibum had moved in with Jinki right after the surgery. Jinki felt like the happiest person in the world having such a loving and gorgeous boyfriend but today he was going to take a step forward.
At the moment both Jinki and Kibum were having dinner. Jinki had insisted for them to go to a fancy restaurant. They were having a lot of fun talking about the things they’ve done this week and suddenly Jinki stopped smiling and looking straight at Kibum asked: “Kibum, do you love me?”. Kibum was a little bewildered by the question but smiled and said, “Of course I do silly, I have no idea what I would do without you”.
Jinki gave him one big and bright smile before standing up, walking right in front of Kibum and kneeling in one knee. Kibum widened his eyes and his heartbeat started to race uncontrollably as Jinki reached for something in his pocket but whatever it was seemed to get stuck or something causing Kibum to smile at his boyfriend’s frowning face in irritation. After a while of struggling with the stubborn pocket Jinki finally seized out a small box. He then opened it and while looking straight at Kibum’s eyes said, “Kim Kibum you already make me the happiest person out there but to show just how much I really love you. Would you marry me?”
Kibum froze in place at Jinki’s words. He could feel the stares from the people at the restaurant some in anticipation, others in excitement and some in disgust but he didn’t care because the man he was madly in love with had just asked for his hand in marriage. Kibum still couldn’t get together words and Jinki interpreted it the wrong way and slowly lowered his hands as his smiled dropped “I’m sorry I thought that…..” but he didn’t get to finish his sentence because Kibum had thrown himself at Jinki knocking them both to the floor and in happiness screamed “Yes!! I say yes, of course I’ll marry you. I must be the most stupid person in the world to say no”. Jinki laughed and hugged Kibum back giving him a quick kiss on the lips. “I love you”. By now a majority of the people on the restaurant had started clapping in congratulations for their engagement.
After finishing their dinner they left the restaurant deciding to just walk on their way back. They were quietly holding hands when Kibum broke the silence, “Will we last forever?”
“I don’t want to lie and say that yes but I at this moment I sincerely can’t picture how my life would be without you”. Jinki turned Kibum so they were facing each other. “To me all that matters is right now and if you’re next to me I can’t see how could this be more perfect”.
Kibum smiled at his fiancé’s cute answer “That’s more than good enough for me” and leaned forward to kiss Jinki. Jinki without hesitation kissed back resting his hands on Kibum’s waist while Kibum’s own hands were on Jinki’s neck. After parting for air Jinki suddenly remembered something and said, “You know, I’ve always been blindly in love with you” plus he added a big grin for effect. This only caused Kibum to raise his eyebrow and lightly slapped Jinki in the arm “I can’t believe you actually dared to say something like that, that is not funny” and he walked away with fake annoyance. “But it’s the truth!!” Jinki whined trying to catch up to Kibum. When Jinki made it next to Kibum the latter took hold of Jinki’s hand, leaned his body against Jinki’s and whispered, “I love you too” causing Jinki to smile and squeeze his hand.
“Let’s go home”
The End.
(A/N: I have problems I can never manage to find a way to finish my stories. This idea came to me when the other day I had been sleeping late studying for a test and on the day of the test I was in some kind of dazed state and I almost bumped into a blind kid. I know they can hear us or something but I think they expect us to move out of the way like you would normally do with a blind person or not.
Ok I really don’t know anything about how the corneal transplant works, I looked it up a little but I based must of the things I wrote on movies.
Brownies for whoever manages to catch the line I stole from “Bridget Jones Diary")