Oct 28, 2008 18:39
Okay first, a huge thank you to everybody who's commented here and has otherwise kept me in their thoughts and/or prayers. You mean a lot to me so knowing that I'm important to a bunch of people is nice. I went for my CT scan yesterday and I haven't heard from the doctor yet so that in itself is a good thing. If it had been something really serious they would've sent me straight to my doctor if they didn't shove me into an ambulance right away.
By some coincidence, my laptop broke Monday night and I typed the last entry on my computer where I have the original cast recording of Rent in my iTunes which I had on shuffle and the Life Support meeting came on just as I hit submit and was about to sign off for the night and I just stopped dead in my tracks. I realized I had two ways of looking at this whole thing: I could cower in fear and mope around and whine about how unfair everything is or I could do something different and for once in my life take a positive attitude. So the words I'm living by can be summed up with the phrase: No day but today.