Rest in Peace
Rest in Peace to the very very special person I said "Happy Birthday!" to three days ago.
Wow, it's already been a year.
Lemme see! This day is...
Like every other day! W00T! No ghost appearings, no cars trying to kill me, no warnings about natural disasters and only the usual fights with my class mate and all.
Might lit a candle to attract some ghost after all. *looks around for candle*
Today I got my Maths, Biology and Physics test back. Guess what I got: 2- (B-) on Maths, 3+ (C+) on Biology and 3 (B) on Physics. WTF? I can't remember taking any drugs and otherwise I'd have never got so good (well, pretty average...) grades O_o...
Nevermind. *laughes maniacally* *takes grades and runs away*
Oh, to that fight I mentioned earlier before:
Since some days ago my class mate has been annoying me because for once I took my own sandwiches to school and claimed that the sausage on it would be Lyoner. Which, in her opinion, wasn't.
Because I had a damn bad day I screamed at her why she wouldn't just shut up because I for one just wanted to eat this friggin' sandwich and she wouldn't let go of it even after I told her that I believed her.(Look here to know wtf Lyoner is.)
I mean, I don't wanna discuss what food it is or not. If I'm hungry I wanna eat it. Without anyone INSISTING that it's not Lyoner. If I beg you to stop, please, just do it.
Unfortunately today a friend of ours had some bread with "real Lyoner" on it with her. So my class mate took that bread and tried to once again start our discussion that THAT was Lyoner and mine was everything but NOT Lyoner. Me, being somewhat down (bad events last year, no sleep, no food, stressing class mate), told her once again to just let it be and that I believed her and that she please would not start this again.
She didn't listen to me of course. Then I screamed around, she called me insane and I was nearly crying because she was just a fucking stupid idiot.
No, I didn't cry of course. Yes, she's right, I'm insane and I overreacted. And yes, I do have complexes.
Bleh, when did I get this low?
Random side note: She's pretty much like my boyfriend. Maybe that's why we're fighting this much over such stupid things. Other than him she'd never ask how you were doing though, how you were feeling and she'd especially NEVER apologize to you. Not even when it was obvious that you were feeling REAL REAL bad.
Seems like my complex = Wanting her to feel bad too sometime and/or start to care more about people.
Noez! I wrote about emo (and real stupid) things again. T_T Damn it.
As apology I'll recommend you a book: Dance on my grave!
I'll admit I just started to read it and am only at page 50 yet (trying to read at least 50 pages every day though) but it's already one of my favourite books. It's about two guys who fall in love during summer and it starts out telling us about how one of the two dances on the grave of the other one. The police arrests him for "destroying the grave" by "stomping on it". Then Hal, the boy, tells us his story, how they met, why he danced on the grave and and and...
Just google it out or even better - buy it! I fail at writing summaries T_T.
I fail at writing happy and normal entries too. But at least I tried ;_;!
Wow, it's already been a year.
Lemme see! This day is...
Like every other day! W00T! No ghost appearings, no cars trying to kill me, no warnings about natural disasters and only the usual fights with my class mate and all.
Might lit a candle to attract some ghost after all. *looks around for candle*
Today I got my Maths, Biology and Physics test back. Guess what I got: 2- (B-) on Maths, 3+ (C+) on Biology and 3 (B) on Physics. WTF? I can't remember taking any drugs and otherwise I'd have never got so good (well, pretty average...) grades O_o...
Nevermind. *laughes maniacally* *takes grades and runs away*
Oh, to that fight I mentioned earlier before:
Since some days ago my class mate has been annoying me because for once I took my own sandwiches to school and claimed that the sausage on it would be Lyoner. Which, in her opinion, wasn't.
Because I had a damn bad day I screamed at her why she wouldn't just shut up because I for one just wanted to eat this friggin' sandwich and she wouldn't let go of it even after I told her that I believed her.(Look here to know wtf Lyoner is.)
I mean, I don't wanna discuss what food it is or not. If I'm hungry I wanna eat it. Without anyone INSISTING that it's not Lyoner. If I beg you to stop, please, just do it.
Unfortunately today a friend of ours had some bread with "real Lyoner" on it with her. So my class mate took that bread and tried to once again start our discussion that THAT was Lyoner and mine was everything but NOT Lyoner. Me, being somewhat down (bad events last year, no sleep, no food, stressing class mate), told her once again to just let it be and that I believed her and that she please would not start this again.
She didn't listen to me of course. Then I screamed around, she called me insane and I was nearly crying because she was just a fucking stupid idiot.
No, I didn't cry of course. Yes, she's right, I'm insane and I overreacted. And yes, I do have complexes.
Bleh, when did I get this low?
Random side note: She's pretty much like my boyfriend. Maybe that's why we're fighting this much over such stupid things. Other than him she'd never ask how you were doing though, how you were feeling and she'd especially NEVER apologize to you. Not even when it was obvious that you were feeling REAL REAL bad.
Seems like my complex = Wanting her to feel bad too sometime and/or start to care more about people.
Noez! I wrote about emo (and real stupid) things again. T_T Damn it.
As apology I'll recommend you a book: Dance on my grave!
I'll admit I just started to read it and am only at page 50 yet (trying to read at least 50 pages every day though) but it's already one of my favourite books. It's about two guys who fall in love during summer and it starts out telling us about how one of the two dances on the grave of the other one. The police arrests him for "destroying the grave" by "stomping on it". Then Hal, the boy, tells us his story, how they met, why he danced on the grave and and and...
Just google it out or even better - buy it! I fail at writing summaries T_T.
I fail at writing happy and normal entries too. But at least I tried ;_;!